make the tears stop.

2006-04-23T08:13:00.000-07:00

All Children Exercising Simultaneously (ACES) Day (Part of the annual Healthy Lifestyle campaign launched 1992 by Mr Goh Chok Tong, then Prime minister of Singapore.)

1) Youngsters tend to consume more unhealthy food as the number of fast food restaurants has increased. Obesity rate will increase if nothing is done. An improvement in the current structure ( schools doing the workout for one day) of ACES day is beneficial in the long run.
2) ACES Day is hardly sufficient to make an impact on creating awareness as its programme last one day only. It can be further developed to improve its benefits.
3) Benefits of the ACES Day programme is widespread ( involves all children ) compared to the Trim and Fitness Clubs in primary schools which caters only to overweight students.
-will disallow discrimination and associated shame amongst students of different physical status.Therefore it is a wise choice to develop its benefits.
1) On ACEs Day, allow students to try out new sports according to preference during curriculum time before they carry out the standard workout.
-helps students to build up passion for sports and workout.
Limitation: Schools need sufficient sports equipment.
Solution:
i) obtain more equipments if possible or
ii) limit the amount of activities to be planned.
2) Food stations set up to provide balanced diets
-enable them to make wise choices in their consumption of food.
Limitation : People are needed to man the stalls and prepare the food needed.
Solution : Food can be catered and students/ teachers can man the stalls.
3) Programme can last one week with students engaged in health talks/ sports competitions held between classes every afternoon after lessons for around 2-4 hours depending on activity.

1) Generally, students will welcome the project as it will be fun ( dance/sports competitions) and beneficial.
2) The amount of finance needed to fund this project is sufficient for schools to cope.
3) Ministry of Education will approve as health of students has always been a priority in Singapore.

1) E-Surveys
-to find out willingness of students to participate in project.
-For 30 students from different primary, secondary and pre university schools. (contacted by our own contacts). (ensures that our survey covers a wide base)
-convenient and accessible on internet
2) Statistics
- to understand Nation's health level .
-available on government websites.
3) Reference books
-to obtain information on exercises that benefits students.
-available in libraries.

1) Information needed about students' needs in terms of physical fitness is easily available.
2) Research focuses mainly on health of students and introducing ideas to develop ACEs Day. Perimeters are not too big.
3) Limitations of project can be overcome as there are sufficient candidates willing to complete survey and materials are easily accessible.

2006-02-20T03:20:00.001-08:00

felt so stupid. diary-x is down but i have another blog which is this..all along i was complaining about diary-x being down and just realise that i can blog here too..so dumb. had a day off todae coz of fun o rama..everyoen was cheering liek mad haha though it was quite expected..went up iwth base class first to count coupon money..me melody claudia jieying and joan went high adn started singign all sorts of songs in class..liek palying london bridge is falling down, doing the bimbo cheer ( my gosh my nails it hink i need a manicure, the sun i swear is burnign down my gorgeous hair) ahhaha..melody was trying hard to act bimbo which failed utterly :p..we created this song " there was a guy named samuel ho and himbo was his name oh, h-i-m-b-o-, ..' ahha meldoy started one, bet joe hasnt thought of this nickname ahha..singign it out in the lift so dumb lah ahah everyoen jsut went super high..went to the bus stop to wait for bus..kept thinking abt timothy's lame joke bt the bee waiting at buzz stop -_-!..haha we were so high that when kakeru was sayign sum you are my sunshine thign we started signing you are my sunshine, my only sunshine..ahha so spas. made a lot of noise in the bus..we hv liek joan and claudia who are choir president, jieying me and melody following along at the top of our voice singing stupid songs plus pop songs makign a din in the bus haha..luckily no one scold us..tan long came along to pizzahut and everyoen was taeasign min er abt it ahah..apparently he likes our class lah..haha quite a funny guy..so tomato..miner was liek so funny abt it aha kept laughing..auntie was so scary lah..suddenly burst out crying..( cheer up :) ) duno why out of a sudden we started talkign abt o levels like the ion should be Au etc ..goodness. ahha but that's liek a nice topic to talk about getting everyone agitated and all..went to JE library with auntie claudia etc to study while the rest of the class went to watch movie haha had to catch up with work already..

19th feb post

argh. diary-x is like sitll down and so frustrating taht i cant blog ahah so decided to save my entries till dairy-x iss repaired. yesterday was fun fair day ahha tiring but fun oso..didnt expect we'll hv so much customers..reached school at like 8 plus, jia fetched me ahha she was a bit late haha had like two big bags of snacks to carry..aha jieying and ben came to my hse to the previous night to help me pack all the stuff ahah it was quite farnie..ben was samplign the corn soup and said' your mum put ikan bilis as the base of the soup rite?' and started telling me and jieying on how my mum did it ahah..like sum food samplign expert liddat..asked my mum whether jieyign looks like an auntie ahah my mum was tryin to put across her poitn that she doesnt look liek an auntie but she ended up saying that jie ying looks like my lao kim with the big eyes which sort of makes everythign worse..ahah jieyign almost died..did sum sealign of the plastic bags of sweets and we managed to seal 106 packs of sweets and 90 packs of snacks :) haha..anyway quite a lot of pple were there alr when i reached..went straight to food stall after passign the stuff to games stall pple..only coke /root beer floats sell well haha everyone was like 2 root beer floats, one coke float, two root bear floats etc..orders came like nonstop at soem point of time..fries didnt sell too well though..guess they looked too soggy at the beginning..packed up with fiona bringing most of the stuf home..the rest of us went to eat kfc at clementi coz we managed to pick up a kfc coupon when packing up hahah..:p went ____ the day b4 for class dinner aft fun o rama preparation..the _____ there sux lah..shant say which outlet it is..the manager was showing us bad attitude..:/

2005-12-24T03:17:00.000-08:00

relink

2005-12-16T06:29:00.000-08:00

i got into acjc :)... haha i guess i should be happy with it because of my results... plus there's karen jia cherilyn trix and nana going with me! ahah but krn's appealing out :( went back to see talentime today haha..siewjing was like so da pai coz everyone's waiting for her to start the rehearsal..i shant say anything here i case there are competition around ahah.. but heys u all have to work hard together if you all want to win kae? there's very little time now... gd luck to all of u! :D watchign tomb raider now ahah

2005-12-15T01:17:00.000-08:00

had a really weird dream last night..about my taking care of wan's dog called "poodle" coz she's going to jail :s . apparrently the dog can go invisible all the way till its nose..was afraid that my mum wun accept the do0g coz my family is not really into pets..but luckily she likes the dog..have a new bedroomw hich i'm sharing with siewjing, used to belong to my maternal grandfather, found a lot of poker cards and chess sets in the drawer..me and my brother decide to keep it a secret in case my mum threw it away..went to my storeroom and was searchign for a makeshift bed for poodle. started digging out 4a maths textbook and sec four worksheets at the top of my storeroom with minqi and sum others..tink got angie..found a small mattress and two bbq thingy ( the gauzey kind) to fence off the mattress..return to the bedroom to find poodle asleep on the floor..woke it up and started making the bed for it. my mum and the poodle started sucking on milk bottle..and to my amusement..a milk bottle appear of me ..so i held it and went to my bro's room asking him to cme and watch my mum playing with poodle with the milk bottle..den my dad came home and i was waiting to seek his approal of poodle..

hahah wierd dream..anyone cares to interpret?..the poker cards part was because i having been playing bridge countless times during the holiday with my neighbours and at the chalet..pri 4a maths text book was coz i taught my cousin maths that day..but she's pri 6..guess it fused together..hahah..the dog is nto a poodle thou..i think i dreamt of a dog coz tt day aft i went to jb saw this dog at the woodlands hawker centre..apparently the owner dyed the hair at its paw there red, shaved off half its body of fur and dyed part of it red..liek a show dog liddat..it look nice..but still :(..and i think he fed the dog with sugarcane drink..sheesh. anyway..results abt jc's cuming out tml ...haha..i sprt of regretted not trying out better schools as first choice..oh well...been playing and reading listening to my new black eyed peas cd the entire holidays.. plus a bit of going out..haha not exactly bored though..poo.dinnertime.

2005-11-27T05:51:00.000-08:00

chalet's tomorrow!! haha..but my mum's refusign to let me stay for all five days...sighh ..prom's over..pre and post prom was the most fun :) haha..added anotehr story to jia's collection of 'VIVIAN'S FUNNIEST THINGS' haha i tore my contact lens while trying to get it out of the case.. poo.. had to buy a new one haha..i had karen to help me wash my hair after prom! :D heh and we took a video of it..part one part two part three...hahah..angie helped me get out my contact lens and karen was my leg rester haha..it was fun :D..haha hopefully i can convince my mum to support the govt's five day week for chalet :/ btw..happy birthday jodie!! :D

2005-11-19T04:24:00.000-08:00

o level's finished :D hahah...oh yes happy birthday karen!! :D haha went to expo early this morning..to help out at sum food for hearts thing..heh..it wasnt exactly very fun but its not that bad lah...they have shelves of toys in a truck..kind of like a toy shop o wheels, me and angie were up in the truck rearranging the toys and helping the kids find their favourite toys..( ps if anyone has the idea in their head to donate toys, donate board games instead..soft toys are not that popular) oh they have this super big barbie doll..but alicia's taller than it ahha..was sitting ont he steps playing with alicia before the kids come in haha i seriously sux at scissors paper stone..yups den we went to expo hall 4 to shop ahha..the clopthes there are quite cheap but the size is too smalla nd angie kept on saying its okae :( ahha i dunow ad to do with the clothes now..went to toapayoh to support fa com haha..grace mm was there too! ahah her group got first :D so fun to talk about all the old fa com stuff..haha..heys! i really think all of you did well! haha..i wouldnt hv thought of using roller bandage heh too used to bandages..the overall presentation was realli neat hahaha..but oh well..dere's still talentime and footdrill com! :D went shopping with angie and minqi afterwards and bought another shirt (oops.) haha and we went to national library to borrow books heh i borrowed one abt princess diana . oh i saw the book that cara was reading heh..my legs are really tired now..:( according to this fa encyopedia thingy tt i hv, walking for one hr can let you burn erm..calories..a three digit one..200? 300? 500? haha i cant rem..gona watch my tv now..heh cara and xuewen watch the dance show too!

2005-11-14T16:31:00.000-08:00

3 mores days..3 more subjects..

2005-10-26T21:30:00.000-07:00

In the beginning, there was nothing at all but the moon and the sun. And the moon wanted to come out during the day, but there was something so much brighter that seemed to fill up all those hours. The moon grew hungry, thinner and thinner, until she was just a slice of herself, and her tips were as sharp as a knife. By accident, because that is the way most things happen,she poke a hole in the night and out spilled a million stars, like a fountain of tears.

Horrified, the moon tried to swallow them up. And sometimes this works, because the moon got fatter and rounder. But mostly it didnt, because there were just so many. The stars kept coming, until they make the sky so bright that the sun got jealous. He invited the stars to his side of the world, where it was always bright. What he didnt tell them, though, was that in daytime, they'd never be seen. So the stupid ones leaped from the sky to the ground, and they froze under the weight of their own foolishness.

The moon did her best. She carved each of these blocks of sorrow into a man or a woman. She spent the rest of her time watching out so that her other stars wouldn't fall.She spent the rest of her time holding on to whatever scraps she had left.

Jodi Picoult ( annalism)

read finish My sister's Keeper yesterday.. its a good book..while i was reading, was wondering how cum dou cried at teh ending..until i reached the last part of the book..started crying oso..its a good ending lah..jodi picoult sure noe her stuff..go read the book :)

get to sleep in late today coz todae's physic prac..was tryign to study for chinese os..read the book the whole of yesterday and kept falling asleep this morning. so i ended up studying only four chapts. sigh. still got 7 more books and9 more chapters to go. how great. and what am i doing here? i duno...somehwo always manage to convince myself to cum online to look at ask n learn ...but i walways ended up blog surfing..study camp's nice..beisdes the fact that its actually doesnt hv a v. quiet environment for you to study in, with kris, emma, jul..and me :/ reading magazines, angie asking questions, ruth talking and laughing, dg pple talking.. phew. but it sure is cosy..too cold thou. the food is the best ahha..charlene was sayign why not call study camp WDC. ( weight gain centre). seriously, the food is damn nice. we had seaweed chicken, sandwiches, and polar muffins and cakes yesterday. had delifrance etc the day before..had chicken pie, elclairs, tarts...yum yum.. haha luckily tml is the last day of study camp..otherwise how to find a prom dress. kaes hv to go back to studying chinese. MUST get my A1.

2005-10-14T17:43:00.000-07:00

last day of school already..woo..remember the day when i first come to sc with my mum haha..still so tiny and short..was in 1sy and i sat in front of jane who gave me a smile ahhaha...weird thigns to remember..i was the chinese rep in sec one haha with joyce..for chen li hsi..she's quite nice and corny ahha..told us story abt her son beign missing when she first came to singapore or sth..haha gym classes! i was sort of the best at bending my back ahha could move all the way to touch my legs...trained by chinese dancers of my primary school, candi, anna hahah..i didnt liek the trampoline...haha always jump off track till i almost fell out of the tramp hahah..but then everyone just seems to like the tramp..home econ classes..hmm..we made lots of nice food haha..but now when we're in sec four we can only stick to smelling all the nice scents that diffuses all the way to our classes :( , made a bag in sec oen..ahha i believe i still hv it..the design is really bad..heh my name with stars around in haha i used to do quite badly for home econ..hah in sec oen me and stacy were home econ partners and soemhow either she or me was cuttign sum sort of cucumber and it slipped and fell behind the microwave oven ahha we couldnt find it anymore after that ahha i believe we left it there to rot..but there was no report of rotten smell hahaha in sec oen we change seats quite a few times but jane sat behind me , wan was diagonally behind me, clara and hoanne was on either side of me..van..hmm i remember she was somewhere near me..mabbe diagonally the other side behind me ahahha...i was same class with dou, minqi, gie, steph, jane, hui min in one sy hahah...the smart me of last time...didnt work hard lah so subsequently i fell to 2 co, 3gy, 4gy..work hard pple, dun be like me..was good friends wiht joyce during sec one, den me jane and wann becum good friends..oh mrs linda lee was our lit teacher! heh we were doing the moghtly mandarin as in a ple, miss posit...ahah tisha was a good min...if u always hear us saying 'i'm hungry, starving , ravenous!' its a line from the mighty mandarin..hahah that's the only line i noe..mrs lee would used to keep quiet in class till someoen answer her questions ahh think there was once we almost waited for ten minutes...lack initiative ahahh red cross...the last day of sec one when we get the classes we are posted to i was like crying coz me wan and jane all separated..jane's 2sy, wan's 2se and i'm 2 co and my results like slipped so much..second reminder to rc pple esp to sec threes: study hard during the talentiem period..it affects ur grades too..allt he practicsign and stuff...oz aft talentiem coems competitions like footdrill com etc if you decide to study ionly when competitions hv finished you'll find that you cannot study till after poc...that's what happen to me..sigh...anyway back to sec one life..haha and sumhow wan started crying when she saw me cryign and i started comfortign her by saying lame stuff..ahah it makes pple laugh...and wann still remembers that ahahh...hmm i'm gona stop at sec one life first otherwise i'll spent one more sat doign nothign but blogging..haha its the pple hu make sc so much fun...like what the rjc humans teacher say: its not what the country can do for you, its what you can do for ur country...

2005-10-10T07:26:00.000-07:00

ms heng was mentioning that this would be the last week we would sing the national anthem and sch song..4 years of education in sc and we're leaving in like a weeks time...grad's on 21 oct..poo.

2005-10-07T09:18:00.000-07:00

boo. hah..hvent been popping by here..and this will be the last entry before o levels..unless u find me dealing with extreme stress..heh..didnt do well for prelims..much much worse than i expected..no one to blame for it but myself lah..watch too much tv and too slack already...just hope that i can at least go to jc..hah i appear to hv an affinity iwth b4..got b4 for every subject cept for both chi and eng...twelfth night was an A2..not bad considerign that i pass one essay by half mark..but kotc pulled me down a lot.. :( ..i hv one more chance left..anyway..goign out to buy prom dress tml with sj gie jia mq char pam and li? just guess who will be late ahhaha...duno why..we always hv this habit of being late..pple likely to oversleep : karen and liwen..esp liwen! ahhah..pple who are just plain late: me gie and dou..nt sure abt char and pam..jia is the on off kind haha..hah looking so much to tml..the only day till 18th nov that i can go shopping! :D hv so much papers to do..cedar, chij, victoria, and all o level papers..poo. haha studying's quite fun sometimes..you dun hv to think abt anyhting else..beats hving to lie on the couch all day with nothing to do or waste your day shopping all the time..my 9 o clock finihsed todae! :)..watch almost every espisode..haha i like those new stuff like plant beings, time travel..its like new concepts...life science :) ..speaking of life..one of my relatives died todae..wanted to go and 'send her off' but she's like the distant kind and we nv really talk to her b4..she developed cancer..it feels weird..i wun cry for her death..but it just feel weird that someone that you are related to have died..wish i had gone to send her off..

2005-09-05T21:47:00.000-07:00

finishing my sec three ss syllabus..phew..half mroe chapter to go...haha actually i'm only studying three out of eight chaptersl..heh spotting the chapters and sum out of syllabus..hah was qutie surprised that i still manage to wake up at 6 to wake that stupid angie who thought that my call was an alarm clock and shut it off. haha then sumhow i dreamt that her dad picked up and told me that she went to library to study already heh so i nv call ehr again and she ended up sleepign all the way ahahha..weird dream..so many dreams lately..sigh..kaes hv to study..came here for digestion after lunch b4 i plop back to my bed to study again... :(

2005-09-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

my dream. haha..dreamt that somehow or other hq came to our school and the whole school assembled int he courtyard and everyoen help out their uniform ..hq's going to check..heh then our level as in redcross sec fours were checked in the lobby and angie was checked by nicky sir hahahha...he told her to fall in at a corner outside the general office while the rest of us are still walking abt..the rest of the unit were being checked in the courtyard...den all of us sat along a staircase and jodie came and join us and we started asking her how did the unifrom inspection go..hahah..wierd part is that the whoel sch has unifrom and waiting to be checked ahha associated with honours day lah...been hvign red cross dreams lately...had one halfway the nite b4 honours day and angie had to msg me halfway and i woke up with the dream cut off haha..hah went out to celebrate my mum's bdae yesterday/...almost got to eat swensons..coz i ask my mum whether she wans sakura jacks place or swensons heh den she said my bro nv ate swensonss b4 and ask my what kind of food does swensons provide..heh den aft that she told my bro that i want to eat swensons..woa i almost got killed by my eld bro lah coz its my mum's bdae and i'm requestign for the dinner place that i like. my mum was so using me as an excuse can..haha she always get jealous that i get to eat swensons during poc etc..haha not jealous lah but u noe...didnt get to eat swensons in the end :( i was so lookin forward to chicken bake rice :( hmm wonder when we can get to eat swensons together again...haha kae i'm supposed to study finish three chapts of ss todae but only manage to do 2 chapters on confilicts btwn coutnried and diplomacy and deterance..still got singapore's industrial chapter laft before ifinsihing sec three syllabus..hah think i'm the most slack..been watchign tv since 7..7-8 the dragon show, 8-9 the running show 9-10 the egg show, 10-10-3o the korean show and 10.30-11.30 the show on bao qing tian ahha...and now i hv to be alarm clock for angie at 6 am tml..woa i sure cannot wake up...:(

angie: so you're the culprit lahh..and i still tell them that i trust u..tsk tsk...hahah..
cara: ayee u and that jodie ng keep hitting my head oso okayyy...* sticks out tongue* hhaha how cum u hv so many blogs? ahahha...relink aft my exams lah...

2005-09-02T08:47:00.000-07:00

The tsar monarchy fell due to sereral long term factors: the huge size of the country which made it diff. to govern, the different races and nationality that existed int eh country-> disunity , the poverty of the pple which came up to 95% of population. on the 22 jan 1905 bloody sunday occured where a massacre of workers and their families were held, unintentioanlly ( coz the army panick upon seeing such a large amount of pple marching) . resulted in disatisfied peasants who rose up and took over land form their landlords. Soviets were formed and many riots and strikes occured. Bloody sunday as a trigger for the 1905 revolution.
as a result the tsar issued october manfiesto which he was unwilling to. Main proposals of october manifesto were : to hv an elected parliament called the duma where all men can vote for their representatives to be in, peasants hv 191 out of 497 seats., censorship to be banned and pple hv the right to form political parties. however tsar did not keep his promise and gave himself powers to dismiss the duma whenever he wants. peter stolypin was the new prime minister of 1906 . a good man who introduced reforms but dealt harshly wiht those hu opposed the tsar. pity he died of ehart attack.
Russia went back to normal. almost. tsar gained back most of suthority.
WORLD WAR ONE. -> the trigger that led to the fall of the russian monarchy and the february revolution in 1917. resulted in inflation of prices, food shortages, pple living in misery. army was oporrly organised, recruits badly trained and were told to get their rifles and equipments formt he dead in the battlefields. ( imagine hv ign to wait for ur enemy or fellow comdrade to die before u hv boots to wear, rifles to shoot...). tsar made the mistake of goign to the formnt to lead the army. was a poor elader, made bad decisions and duno hwo to inspire his soldiers. WINTER time.--> extreme cold conditions and food shortages lead to even more riots and strikes. Duma ignored the tsar's orders and called themselves the provisional government. tsar FINALLY realise the seriousness of situation and tried ot return to petrograd but it was too dnagerous for him to. Tried to save the monarchy by abdicating his throne to his brother: grand duke michael. ont he 1st of march. michael refeused and the monarchy in russia ended.
Failure of provisional govt was due to its weakness to make any changes. did nnot want to make any changes till constituent assembly was formed but yet was slow to arrange for elections. did not pull russia out of war. people continue to suffer. provisional govt was associated with the old duma under the tsar. and has controll of only a small area of russia. as a result it was OVERTHROWN by the bolsheviks. ( gave the soviets weapons to help fight kornilov, an army general who tried to take power in auguest. red guards refuse to give back the weapons after they succeeded and these weapons were used against the provisional govt--> october revolution) as a result bolsheviks gain control with lenin as leader.
BOLSHEVIKS. once in power, they first pass the land reform decree whereby land will be taken away by peasants from rich landowners. they took russia out of war resultign in a loss of a thirs of farmland, 4/5 of coal mines, nearly a third of population nd over half of factories. like the tsar, the boksheviks had a secret army called cheka.

that's all that i learnt todae for history. sigh, feeling so guilty. read grace's blog and she has managed to finsih so much of her exam subjects while my exams are so much erlier than hers and i only did chem and bio w/o even finishing them. sigh. i better go and mug now.

2005-09-02T06:36:00.000-07:00

arh. wearing uniform for the last day todae hah for once i can get all my badges straightened and in line with my syf badge :) went out early with sj todae to long johns silver to hv the one inch toast breakfast which is really nice haha but its like one inch at the crust only..was supposed to study but ended up shopping with her instead heh cant wait for prelims to end so we can really shop. i wan my $ 200 which my mum promise to give me if i hv 2 points so i cna buy books! heh inspired by dou..my collection of books in my shelf is like since pri school..filled with endid blyton, animal ark etc heh...ahha..i'm suffering from severe head concussion todae, got hit several times on my way down after honours day..guess who's responsible ? :p

elizabeth: hah..its inevitable sometiems when you're doign chem prac lah haha what's cute?
cara: the pot callign the kettle black!!! :/ bully me...

2005-08-31T01:08:00.000-07:00

what angie did this thing? ..realli tired out haha..visited my primary school todae! :D heh and i saw many many pple..ahha ee ching, stella, sock hong, xue ting, tuan yeow, mikhail, grant, shupeng, joyce, jerryca, wenhua, jason, nicholas, heh....saw mrs seet, ms norhana, mrs quek, mrs lim whom i only remembered being my music teacher when i was about to leave, mr sitoe who cheryl said has more hair now but dun look like heh, fu lao shi and madam bala! heh she comforted me when i was frightened by the thunder last tiem ahhaha...pri school is so weird..we cant even visit the classes, not like last time when old girls and guys c an just pop into the class n hv lessons woth the rest..iw ant to do that oso..but they were chasing us out when it was time for the pri ones to come down..bleahs...can only stay int he canteen and corridor area...cant even go ino staffroom..went out with trix and nicholas to eat after that... damn full..todae's teachers day celebration was quite nice..heh..compared to the previous concerts taht we hv this year lah..heh i was so touched when i got a happy teachers day greetign too ahhahah...:D okaeokae..naptime!

2005-08-23T03:46:00.000-07:00

chem prac was screwed. :( first i sucked up the stupid sodium hydroxide and the thing went into my mouth for the first time since i learnt VA haha den i overshoot the acid'release' and had to redo again...didn't noe how to do my entire VA calculations :( left the whole page blank..sigh. luckily its abt 5 marks i think..and for qa, supposed to get chlorine gas, but mine didnt bleach! so little gas was comign out...and i didn't jot it down as chlorine...supposed to make an educated guess...gahh..for teh first time i almost cried out of desperation during exams...foosh...haha..oake i'm jsut gona work hard on theory...

2005-08-20T01:46:00.000-07:00

poo. hah taking a short break from all the studying and sleeping...heh cant help sleeping if i study on the bed...really amused by my brother..he rote such a short paragraph for a seq question...not even sufficient for the introduction lahh! ahha going to be a nice sis and showed him how a real seq should be like.. :D indoctrinated by mrs quek ahha if u attend her ss or history lessons she will drone on and on about how to rite a good essay question by being sure of ur destination points, what u should use as a measuring yardstick thingy...woosh ahha...

shifan: haha duno if u still visit my blog but heh dont think you only me anything..oh my ss notes!!!!!!!!! that u borrowed last year i think ahhahaha...this think stack of notes lah..c if u can sitll find it ahha...i still owe u ur gun heh :D haha yea should promote fajar hahah..my mum likes eating there too..the rice there is free! hahah...and the food is really worth the price which is not too ex.. heh tie ban dou fu yum...haha..

cara: ahha good luck for ur finals too! must start studying too kae! ahah btw edna mode pole can act as stress reliever too ahah..u can try breaking or biting it when you're stressed ahahha...

sylvia: yours hang mine EVERYTIME kae ahahhah...

2005-08-18T06:51:00.000-07:00

whee.i am not stressed. hving studied only three chapters of bio and there is practicals start next week. i have to the studying of :
1) revising chem practials and memorising Qa notes
2) study the ENTIRE bio syllabus because god knows what cambridge will decide to give us for bio prac this time. and the entire bio syllabus constitutes of 22 chapts of which i hv studied 9 chapts in JUNE holidays and 3 chapters since yesterday. 10 more chapters to go and 9 chapters to revise. study all about food test..how to test for starch in leaf, labelling of various fruits and veggies and plants..
3) the entire literature syllabus which includes: twelfth night, poem deep and dangerous, king of the castle.. three books. how wonderful.
4) sec three and four social studies syllabus.
5) the entire history syllabus consistig of china, russia, united nations, league of nations, cold war, pacific war, berlin
6) sec one to four syllabus of chinese and 250 cheng yus.
7) all amaths and emaths syllabus of which i have three files of worksheets on amaths and two files on emaths.

all to be done within three weeks where examinations officailly starts. 12th september is ous first paper two. whoosh. i am so not stressed. haha as in seriously. i'm just studyiogn as much as i can now and hopefully with a miracle i can sitll get my six points..haha still wide awake coz i'm surviving on coffee which really works. whoosh. hahah..

2005-08-16T03:12:00.000-07:00

whee. shall blog about english oral first. hvign history test tml..oral. i make a laughing stoick of myslef haha..firstly the examiners were motioning for me to come in, i kept pushign the door but it refused to budged, then i realised that the door is meant to be PULLED. sheesh..got knocked by the door as i was goign in coz i didn't open the door big enough.. :s hah reading was okay..think i went a bit too fast and stumbled on soem words when i started to get nervous..hah my examiners are very nice..they smile and laugh along one..heh i remembered i said i want to have this job coz its a high payign job and they started laughing ahha..then as i was leaving i knock my leg against teh table and went ouch and they started laughing too.. :s i thin they thoguht that i was nervous, i duno but overall i felt quite okae and calm..haha..talked about rc in the conversation haha its abt sum winnign competitions one lah heh oh and during pe lesson todae mrs lee let us check our cca record ahah and mien was like two pages long heh only jiezhen and i have two pages long but jiezhen have two ccas lah...ahha..:D..me and hannah had quite a lot of food to eat todae...she brought two bread from breadtalk and kristal bought her a chicken sandwich and i brought oreos..the a lot kind haha..so much to eat during amaths lesson heh..but surprisingly no oen in class was really hungry today.. :(

sylvia:..that means u tortured it lah..hahah..heh duno why everytiem i try to access ur blog thru my blog my com always hang! ahah and its only ur blog neo ahah

cara: hahah sheesh meirenyu...far from it can haha u look more like dazuiyu hahaha...meirenyu look so nice and kind heh dazuiyu is EVIL-looking ahahah..your cousin is so cute haha..oh u neo that your head sort of wobbles when you talk to people? ahha it tilts from the right to left to the right to left hahaha..like the headless nick in harry potter ahaha..ooh i forgot you are teaching the secthrees..no one wants you as their shifu lah hahah.. :( take the pole and whack them..the super edna mode cum cara wee pole hahaha..

2005-08-15T04:45:00.000-07:00

haha..let me blog abt the sec threes' first meeting ahha..dou was saying that the sec threes have become more friendly since they becum ncos..aft sch dou was like ' jodie said hello to me this morning hahah and apparently cara and xuewen said hello to duno hu else oso..haha i neo oen of them is angie..peeped into the room todae..haha it looks so neat..i reserve my rights to peep in kae haha oh yah their first meeting..heh could see cara being serious haha pity she wasn't allowed to bring out my edna mode walking stick :( haha xuewen was so blurr...haha..okae she looks blur even when she's not..we were supposed to stay only till admin time haha den we went to canteen to do our work..but when angie cum back we ended up following the cadets around to see what they are doing..heh..it was quite fun haha..seeing how the sec threes teach..haha suelin not knowing how to close the enw stretcher..jodie not knowing how to do outward turn hhaha..anyway as we were saying, they wld take after michelle chan mm's batch lah haha..hving o levels oral tml..supposed to be down at popular now buying my eng tys..sigh. need loadsa practice on oral..mrs neoh say that i'm poor in all three areas...bleahs. ooh i'm fascinated witht his macdonalds commercail ahah nto anymore thou but i watch it on serene centre's tv..heh its this advert showing this child jumpping to the music den suddely thsi sign pop up " drink at least 8 glasses of water a day' den at the end of the advert the mum came out of the toilet and he rush in to go and pee..haha damn corny..but seriously wun his bladder burst even more from all teh jumping? poo. hah..

sylvia: haha you sound really stressed haha did u roll till the bottom of the polly is spoiled on the night before meeting? ahhaha...you did quite a good job wad haha relax...

cara and jodie: isn't nurturing spelled like that?aiyah typo error lah..its called artistic okae..where else do u find a blog with as much typo errors as mine.. =p..on purpose kae..to help u pple brush up ur spelling.. huh. jodie: no wonder ur's english is improving so much..from me extending u a chance to correct all my words whenever we go through promo papers ahhahah...
sarah: hello.. u took a photo with me in ur tiaras cann ahahha..lousy memory..

2005-08-12T18:21:00.000-07:00

freak. i have so much more to blog about and i'm gona be late i n meeting them to go to NLB! arh! ahha..i shall blog anotehr day..hopefully the stupid com still owrks ahha shall reply tags first..
opangel: haha you are not redcross what..ahah dun need to call me ma'am..but anyway i'm out of rc already ahahah..paiseh..i'll try to reply you on monday kae? its weird thou coz i duno who oyu are haha
secones: haha you all will still be sec oens to me ahahha...yupps i'm goan miss you all also :D the two sarahs witht hte tiaras..the pearlyn who's sick, is she okae? shafwaty the shortest in ur level ahha..rachel the first i/c, crystal the second i/c..shiying who i never heard speaking till poc day when she's i/c hahaha and so many more...hah..must work hard for talentiem kae! hha and cooperate with ur ncos haha..
cara: you are..treat the stick nicely kae....of course i'm pro lah :D ahahha but its really fun teaching ahhah really..just keep harping on the timing of memaras and explain to them patiently hahaha..whee your first aid can make it okae..i was ur fa mistress...haha :D anyone who insults u is insultign me ahha whack them with the stick! ahha you produce nice scalp bandage what..freshly trained out of the vivian's factory ahahah..you've the fa element in you lah..be confident! heh..freak i'm gona be late ahahah..i shall say again..you are one farnie person...DA ZUI YU!!!!!!!! hahahahhaha..i died laughing in front of the com hhahahahaha
shifan: hahah yea! it nice living near you ahahah...bodyguard at nite ahha..its still sitting on my shelf ahah turn brown already and becumign loose..the wings urled ahah..but sitll very nice too ahahhah...
ryl: haha we really hv ot go out for our movie one day okae? ahah after o levels and a levels hahah..yupps i read..nehh shall go the ewebsitre antoehr day..heard about it its the one where they specualte that dumblecore didn't die rite? ahhah..kaes cya!

2005-08-12T17:43:00.000-07:00

whee. my com can be used again. hah its sort of in this crazy state that decides when it wants to go on strike. i've been wantin to kill it so so much coz i wan to blog about so much stuff. haha yes..cara wee its not my fault kae haha..oh yes..cara's a farnie person hahah i shall elaborate later..so this morning my brother woke me up at 7.30am..just to announce to me that the wcomputer worked! ahha i rushed out of bed like sum mad person but my bro still beat me to the com ahha waited for him to use finish and fell asleep again..nit used to waking up so early on a saturaday..going to study with angie jia karen liwen later at NLB haha..i bet my whole mind will still be like poc poc..kaes shall blog about poc first..it had to rain that day. all my footdrill practices are gone to waste. :( actrually not waste..haha for al the juniors who are still in red cross. i was so damn proud of the squad coz everyone's starting to look so dman neat togetehr.haha its like a squad that u nutured..have so many practices with them, gettign pissed over pple who dun cum..yah and it had to rain. and i thought nobody's sad about it..until i read cara's blog :D *swear* bahh.hah so all of us went up to the hall, sat down on uniform covers and watched the peformances..and all of us formed a big circle together to sing one united pple, stand up for singapore and count on me singapore..haha our last time singign togetehr as a redcross family..yupps and all the promotion ceremony where we gave out highly commended cerst ahah..me and angie make it kae! heh i like the certs so so much ahhah...lao shi said its nice too :) haha oh yes phototaking before that..heh and shafwaty is the shortest of the unit ahha they made her stand on a stack on newspaper haha but she's sitll shorter than sandra ahah..okae shall jump all teh way to poc..feels so weird..poc's like gone for 5 days already then i blog about it..hah..the performances were nice..i duno..wasn't payign much attention to it coz i was busy crying sigh. the secones oen were really farnie ahha what touched us the most was the amount of effort they have put in..haha..me and stephanie were ont eh lookout for that step that we spied them doing at cairnhill cc ahha then came the sec two's performances and the sec threes' perfromances.hsha what made me cry wasn't teh song they sing..but looking at the sec threes, going to be ncos that day. its like we were with them bfor most of our red cross life and saw them growing up and maturing form sec oens into ncos..that bond is just so..i duno...haha we all have a soft spot for the sec threes heh..haha and our level's song! that's what friends are for.. its symbolises that we will always be there for one anotehr like a family ahha..oh yes and the unit song is nice :) ..haha jsut found out yesterday that its called eternity by robbie williams...haha and teh presents! ahah i really really like the presents esp the sec threes,,,told u i got soft spot for them ahha..but one flaw about their presents is that there is no flaw..:( isn't it better if the stitches and everythig are not properly done and u'll have the feeling that our sec threes are hopeless at sewign but they still...aiyah i duno lah..it just feels cute to look at handmade stuff nto made properly..ii noe! like a 5 year old child who attempts to give her mum a mothers'day card that she drew..its just the same feeling ahha..its a compliment by teh way..before i get killed ahhah..yupps and i'm happy with the committee..everyone just seems to fit into their role so well haha..we did the friendship dance too! hahaha the screwed june campfire...it feels so much nicer on poc day..yupps..shan't talk about the revealing of committee..haha..i gave cara a stick! heh which i just stuck an edna mode sticker to it today.heh cara looks like ednamode too! ahhah..that's the present that i'm most proud of..coz it really fits cara's character ahah..and my successor's present! haha..spent so much effort on it..cuttign all the photos and stuff ahha but it didn't really end up teh way i want it to be.wanted to carve on it and make it into an aquarium like with stones and sand..hah..anyway..poc dinner..with xuewen playing dangerously witht he candle , lifting it up to the sprinkler without knowing it..haha yes she's that blur..heh seeing huizyi at work as a treasurer ahah.but so sad, there was a wall separating us and the sec ones :( so wae hardly talk to the sec oens and twos ahha , me gie and karen went to the toilet to change heh adn this really farnie thign happen coz there was this girla nd her mum cumin intot he toilet and her mum told us that the girl wanted to go to another toilet coz she saw angie there and thought its a male toilet ahhahah...damn corny..then after she said that karen popped into view which made it even owrse ahahha,,oops...no offence ahah..oh yah had a long talk with suelin...is it that fascinating? ahahha but i agreed that it looks artistic haha...yupps wnet home with tshifan on that day ahha and karen too..jsut happen to meet shifan haha..was qutie shock to see her muma nd bro on bus too liek so weird..talkign to her in the presence of her mum and stuff haha..but it feels okae..ahah her mum is nice ahha..was really sleepy..slept for liek only one hr the previous nite coz i was busy doing presents..wanted to rite a letter to al the sec threes and oens too but didn't ahve time to do it ..sigh aah all the notepaper are sitll in my drawer..started to sprout nonsense to shifan ahha..didn't not what i was sayign coz i was so sleepy..ahha anyway thanks to everyoen who planned poc and made it possible :) haha its the day where we ncos end our journey and the sec threes began ont heir new journey ahah...

2005-08-04T08:32:00.000-07:00

poo. i'm happy with todae's marching =D

cara: the board is filled with caras haha..dehh..who's that posing as u? haha i was still late you noe..haha..prob i went to bed with the thought that u r my guardian angel..hahah the protector from the evil grace suelin and huizyi ahahah..its okae for the mc thing, just be there for tml's meeting yupps...you should do fine..

2005-08-03T07:34:00.000-07:00

poo. hven't been blogging for so long..haha how cum i didn't get a hug on nco appreciation day =p ..wonder when was that..5 more days to poc..according to steph's nick..i try not to think about it as much as i can..can u imagine..just one mroe weekend and you are out of redcross..cried during 'one united people' today..was thinking that the last tiem we will sing this song togehter as red cross will be on poc day. hah..4 years of red cross..4 years of bonding with juniors seniors and level mates. hah well..let's start with this morning..woke up late coz i was during my zuo wen till abt 3.30..slept b4 that lah..coz lao shi's planign to let us watch a movie todae and the zuo wen is sort of like the ticket to watch the show..and goodness noe why, i was woken up by my bro at 6.15, thinking he said sth like cara and grace teh called me..my whole mind just went HUH. realised that it was 6.15, i jumped out of my bed and rush to change, pack and brush teeth in a record time of abt 7 minutes..yea..apparently i imagined the cara and grae teh thing haha..was suppose dto leave my hse at 6.10 tode! coz of marching contingent practice..poo. actaully managed to reach sch at ard 6.55..but the stupid bus had to ve involved in a slight jam outside sch. hah but todae went well lah..asked some pple and they told me red cross's marching was okay..haha at least they didn't say dressing looks bad etc..apparetly, wan and emma claims that i look cute marching in front ( i didn't ask their opinion abt me!)i mean like erm..cute?? sounds dumb hah.had to add six mroe pple into the squad coz apparently i was told the numbers are to be same as sports day and me and gie thought that sports day had 15 pple..oh well. hah..but well we hv one last practice tml. make sure all of u TURN UP. and DO YOUR BEST. honestly..our last marchpast! and we can't even get to do formation this year coz guides' performing dance..friday's last meeting! i sure anticipate losts of tears esp cumin out from me gie and sj..oh and i mark finish my fa papers! heh and i can't help but say i'm pleased with the results..but plenty failed..hopefully san's evac paper can pull them up..i'm so surprised at _______! =D i shall fill int he blank onf riday when i hv already gave out the papers..hah..kaes oh yea just finished reading harry potter todae..not much feelings abt it except i can't wati for the seventh book! which i suspect is when harry will kill voldemort? heh..harry reminds me of spiderman hah..can't love coz sacred they cum to harm..watched twelfth night todae..dun really like the tim supple's version..its so weird that they use mordern cctv to spy on malvolio..and the scene with real knives was horrible..its so scary to see sir sndrew walk out with a knife in his hand and him and viola brandishing their knife with pple in the theatre shouting 'who got hurt..ahhhh who got hurt!' hah..not even considered a comedy..trevor nunn's still the best haha..poo.

2005-07-30T19:37:00.000-07:00

yesterday's party was fun haha minus the aprt when i fell down, walking past the lines set specially for mrs mao, my knees still hurt! haha must be andrea cursing me =P i like jia's egg and superman game ahha..i think only my group persevered on the most ahha..everyone's liek takig photos together after the party..i finished my film! adn the video we make, okae made by grace teh! ahah was so nice, with cara and angie's dao face we started out by meeting at ps, cutting and peeling the confetti and making our presents haha..stayed their for quite some time waiting for miqni to finish her drums, went to her hse aft fetchign the sec ones and started blowign upt he balloons and practising the dance heh all the way till pple start coming haha..seeign mrs mao retire makes me remember that we are retiring too in two weeks..so fast rite?can still rememvber my sec one poc in the hall with the stickmans hangign down in the middle of the hall, all of us crying..now its our very own poc..two weeks..much as i want to be able to start concentrating on my school work, beign out of red ross sounds so..haha i noe i'll break down badly that day...along with angie and siewjign ahha..i'll miss the sec threes! haha my guardian angel and fellow monkey inside..baa baa black sheep hv u any wool...mehhhhhhhhhh

2005-07-26T06:31:00.000-07:00

You may be your own worst enemy if you demand everyone do things your way. Your intent will be to make improvements, but the people who are affected by your plans will rebel. Reverse psychology may be the answer.

someone teach me the art of reverse psychology..pls.

2005-07-26T03:29:00.000-07:00

i don't understand how some people can be sooo irresponsible. now i understand what people means when they get pissed over pple hu are irresponsible. am i that easy to bully or what. yea. and guess what excuse she gave me. pui.

Rage!
These days getting angry is all the rage!
We've got road rage, air rage, phone rage, supermarket rage ...
Here's what's interesting about rage:
it's usually not what happens to us that makes us angry.
It's when we expect one thing to happen –but something else happens ...
EXAMPLE:You are driving on the highway and you decide to change lanes.Y
ou EXPECT the guy in the next lane to make room for you –
but he doesn't!
You EXPECT him to be considerate –
but he isn't.
So you get mad.
The problem here is not the other driver.It is your expectation that he should be nice!Expectation sets us up for disappointment and anger.Most people in the world won't think like youand your plans will often go wrong.So the less expectations you have about the world –and even the weather – the better life gets!
Three more tips for keeping your cool:
1. HUMILITY HELPS! Angry people tend to believe that:
a) they are more important than everyone else, and
b) that they are always right.
When they don't get what they want, they get angry!Relax a little. Allow for others to sometimes get what they want.
2. DECIDE WHAT IS REALLY IMPORTANT.
Rank events in your life, say, on a scale from one to ten:You might rank having enough food to eat at 9 out of 10.You might rank having a job at 7 out of 10, idiot drivers at 2 out of 10,and slow elevators at zero.When you have things in perspective,you don't get upset over details.
3. ACCEPT WHAT IS.Angry people love to argue with reality!They say things like, "It shouldn't be raining!"or "Thieves shouldn't steal!"It is a waste of energy.When you argue with reality, reality wins!

sighh...

2005-07-20T08:41:00.000-07:00

today's fd prac was nice =) saw this line on tv. something abt this girl beign v. open-minded. den she replied that if she's not open-minded she wouldn't have survived in this society. how true.
prelim timetable is out. im back to that ultra slacking mood watching my 7o'clock show everyday and blogging. sigh. hven't got a single homeowrk done yet much less study anyhting. why is everything passing so fast? we're gona be out of red cross in a few days. prelim's coming in a few days. in fact prelim orals is this friday. i'm so gona die.its scary to think that there's only like a hlf a month left to study for prelims and 'm still stuck on the nine chapts of bio that i studied during the hols, being to forget all the facts that i learnt. what's the point then. AHH. keep on thinking about poc.liek jsut images of us sitting in the amphi watchign them performing and we crying, at the handover, talkign to our new chair and vice chair, letting them go through what we went thru.i still honestly can't believe hwo cum they hv nth to say to us last yr. gosh. i hv so much to say. poc just seemed like yesterday. i'm looking forward to seeing the product of our footdrill practice. can u imagine us marching at our last marchpast? i think i would feel proud of singapore. so many last tiems are gona happen on 8th august.

2005-07-19T07:12:00.000-07:00

had fd practice todae..215142713382 lah...815122 2291 91534381917122 51621251 51623161 41 22315151816352 51623173223192433122 12521281632251 7331.and 226231 8122 22713362 12 626101913341815131. 9162 529132.

2005-07-19T07:04:00.000-07:00

do you know
that we are so grateful you were here
to bring us so much joy and laughter
we'll never forget

It is you that saw us grow up
that showed us just how to hold on
we want you to know that
you'll forever and ever be in our hearts

all those memories we've shared together
will never be forgotten
they are bits and pieces of our lives
that we'll never want to part with
we'll never want to leave

we braved through thick and thin, hardships
you've washed away our fears and our pain
you took the hard fall
thought of us above all

you all made us believe in angels
who lifted us up high to the sky
there's a hero in each of you
you'll always be guiding and leading us to the peak

you always be our shining star

we promise
that we will never let you down
we will keep on striving
for the best of our future

may we meet again someday
may we never part again
all we wish for is that you
may be smiling happily as life goes on

hope you'll remember that we will always give you the creamy side of the oreo cookie
and all the best of everything

burdens are lighter when carried by two
and we just want to let you know
we'll always be here
waiting to welcome you back home from all the work
all the really hard work

thanks for all you gave us
thanks for being the pillar to lean on, to depend on

this will forever be your song...

poc song ritten by sec threes 2004...

2005-07-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

went out with steph karen angie clara sj, drea and mq todae to ps..hah the sec threes were there oso, trying to help us book swensons walked around the whoel shopping centre, walked past bk and saw the 715 guy filming a show ahhah..yupps, ate at yoshi and soem of us went up to spotlight first to get eh materials we want..hah..okae i noe this is quite mean..but i blog cause , its just this feeling that i've been given justice..i'm sorry if this sounds really mean..only some can understand what i feel..

2005-07-18T06:50:00.000-07:00

i was just wondering..what can hate drive a person to do?

2005-07-16T22:21:00.000-07:00

heh..pink panther..

aud: heh..hahah..i look like an idiot okae! haha the photo is still stuck on the first page of the book..haha how tall is he? heh take more pictures! i hvne't see yet..scarly he looks like pink panther ahhahah

drea: haha you are toot lah! the my entries are at the bottom, must scroll all the way down ahahha... green moss and purple hammie pushed it all the way down ahha

shif: ahah are u in a baking craze? heh..make bread! its nice heh :) my mum used to make bread, fry nuggets or luncheon meat and roll it with the bread ahah..i found ur gun in the rc room! heh..i thought i return u already..sheesh ahah still owe u ur container too! hee

had mass dance erm..what do u call that? show? we had to present to two hq pple our dance den they decide to use it for national heritage trail or sth hah..went to cairnhill cc to practice first coz we're not allowed to ahve any activities in sch or sth due to chinese listening, heh brought the sec ones there and me, steph and siti spied on them and saw some dance steps..hah they were singign at the beginning..kae shhh..haha..went back to sch at ard 3,17 and changed into our costumes and practiced at the spiral staircase b4 moving to the dance studio..performed for the hq pple..apparently our standard dropped lah..i mean after so many months of rest hah..coordination was bad..heh but we're improving..yupps..the performance is this week...duno if we still hv time to prac..had s-capade aft prac..didn't want to go at first, but everyone wanted to go..so i went along, heh it was quite fun lah..took lots of glowsticks which i gave away ..left the green one, but i dropped it while carrying the benches,candine picked it up but wanted it humph. played captains ball with some of the ex ncos hah was quite fun haha team b won! hah..can't rem whether i'm team a or b..kept asking sin wen ahha..think i'm b lahh...haha den all of us were dancing in the bball court..oh! and i discovered that the 4 squash courts are built already! ahah was wondering when will the courts will be built heh...went out to study yesterday, at kfc..kept thinking that the cleaner person at kfc looks like mrs hannah kwan in our sch hah..the rest dun think so..:( me, sj and mq bought a pair of earrings each hah..i like mine :)..went to bugis to meet my mum aunt and cousins aft that..shopped there from like 5 sth to 9 sth hah reached home at 11..was really tired..my cousin wore all white lah, white cap, white shirts, white berms, white wristband..so easily spotted haha..first time sort of liek going out with my two cousins and talked so much to them..nto rally liek a lot hah but well...felt so impt hah they kept asking me for my opinion..my cousin took damn long to choose his bag lah..there was one which was nice and big, but he like another one better but it was small..heh i like the big one hah..he chose it in the end..my and my other cousin bought slippers,shirt, bag hah and she bought one additional shorts which is like the cool kind..checkered pattern hah quite nice..watching tv now about this guy who is supposedly dead but he came back and took teh form of the person hu caused his accident. he tried to woo back his wife but coz she thought that he's the one hu caused her husband to be dead so she hat ehim..hah sounds confusing..so many events cumin up this jul..street sales , mrs mao's retirement partry, marchign contingent practices..sheesh..and august is prelims and POC...sheesh.

2005-07-13T05:58:00.000-07:00

yayyye! i feel like i managed to clinch a business deal ahahha..averil mm agreed to go to MR P ahhaha...the oreo cheesecvake taste nice...wanted to bish my bro coz he took the part with the most oreo :( heh i bet it was successful witt eh help of my weighing scale! ahhaha....lit test's postponed again :( luckily i didn't study much yesterday ahha...was in a bad mood todae..hah only jia, hannah and trix amnaged tos ense it..sigh..but well..cannot think so much about such things...

2005-07-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

did mass callings of ex-ncos todae, haha all the way form 1994 to 2004 =) called from like 3 sth all the way to 7 sth eeks..hahah...some pple are v. nice =) i still can't forgive the woman who say that she's dead..kao. some offered to call others, offered information and seemed interested in coming..hah..its so cool, b4 we called we sort of imagine that that they are all married pple etc etc..haha i mean they might be..the first person we got through was cureem mm heh...we were like =D hah coz she didn't turn us down..yupps...and we found many sisters hahah...history test todae was okae...spotted the qns but i failed to talk about the nazi..sighhh..trix was like its the amin part of the qns! how can u not mention it..sheesh hahah...shrucks i got 8/10 for current affairs quiz heh...on the ioc meeting nad theg 8 summit..haha think i got that mark lah...hah jia got 5/10 ! =D heh lit test comign up sigh..and sj mentioned todae..27 more days to poc not counting todae..isn't that like damn fast? :(

2005-07-09T00:12:00.000-07:00

Our fake campFire hahah.. and bbq..still rem my group's teriyaki chicken! very nice haha proudly marinated by grace ahha and my broup..which is group b haha has no burnt food unlike jia's group muhahahahahha...i was their 'chicken tester' haha

Footdrill Com! haha we are squad 21..=) top 8 !

yayye!!! we are the professional garbage team =D efficient and united hahaha..and i just realised that blogger can upload photos! haha yah lah i'm slow haha..i shall upload more photos!

haha went shopping with my mum just now at bugis..bought new earrings =) saw the one that charlene has the one which she wore painting her nails blue, yellow ..haha..going madcap later! hah for now its studying history time. mettign jia and steph at ps at 5.30.

gie: i'm not THAT blur okaeee...haha..hu rote that! must admit hahah...cara lah hu else..go look at the sec three's blog , this photo area, the last photo of cara hahah pinkk panther ahhaha

rachel: haha i'm not telling you! hahha go guess..anyway congrats on passing ur sfa..i still wan to noe how much u get for theory! hahaha..

cara: hello hello pink panther ahhahah....don't untuck ur shirts den hahaha...hah and hu's the one who taught u how to do a good scalp bandage? =D ahahha

2005-07-05T08:31:00.000-07:00

whee! i just realise who look like pink panther! hahah..got trick by stupid aud to pose for a photo last year which is supposedly a pose that pink panther has in the notebook that she and sheryl mm gave me..haha and they gave me the stupid photo too..haha i nv figure out why i look liek pink panther..haha had a good laugh when i saw the photo..its still clasped in my pink panther notebook! haha and i found out who truely looks like pink panther..hahah..

2005-07-05T07:50:00.000-07:00

test dates:
7/7: higher chinese test. chapt 21 - 27 exclude 25. cheng yu 101 to 150
8/7 chemistry test. Rate of change, energy changes , redox reaction.
11/7 Literature Test. Twelfth Night, Act one, Act two, Act three. Passage based qns ( first lit test ever since start of the year.)
12/7 History Test on Germany that we have learnt so far.

sigh. i've only studied two chapters of chinese, 21 and 22 and how to rite my 101-150 cheng yu. goign to pulau bukom oil refinery complex tml hah to see how big the fractional distillation thingy is heh..
went out with dou yesterday and i bought my autograph book.hah met sinwen =D and i shan't reveal more hahaha..was feeling damn guilty coz the book is dman damn ex..hah we walked around the shop for like at least half an hour to decide which book to buy. wanted to buy the green one at first but it has no button rings, so when pple decorate it nicely the whole book will puff up , so in the end i bought the light purple one and dou bought the dark purple one, hah think we were quite ma fan coz we couldn't decide whether to chagne our paper to black or ahlf black half white or whatever pattern we want haha..had emaths lesson todae which was fun haha coz our new teachr is mrs tan( mrs see is going on maternity leave soon) and she's v. ncie, hah can tell that she's really patient. she let us use the whole lesson to ask questions about her so that we dun need to hv emaths lesson which i was grateful for coz i'm practically falling asleep at every single lesson.even during eng when we waited for someoen to volunteer to read the oral passage hah. heh started asking her about her kids, wad sch she's from, wad sch ehr husband's from, how she meet her husband, how he propose to her haha any qns we can think of just not to hv lesson.yipes and i just remembered that i hven't done my vectors worksheets. sigh. chinese.chinese.chinese.

2005-07-01T22:12:00.000-07:00

gie: haha..duno why we forgot to say that hah aye until now u only added the word entries in my blog haha...nth happens when i click the mouth! ahah aft os den do lah
rachel: haha for once i think that your words has some value in it, hah mabbe u all didn't smile coz u all are serious abt it, but soem of u look rael pissed, but anyway we are stickign to our decision hah. COME FOR POC!
cara: heh..decided to tag u here instead co u still read my blgo sometiems rite? haha..i think that was the first tiem i was reported to too..v. scary oso ahah was hiding behind the pillar for u to report to..u'll experience when they report to u enx time lah haha..yayy i'm ur scalp bandage mentor hahaha..reef knot too! the right dun like the left etc haha i forgot the story already lah..hah..

been trying to remember what is teh bandage that jodie doesn't noe,coz me and sj were luffing when she tag her and ran off haha i noe! i can train all the sec threes to specialise in a certain bandage haha akekae..STUDY. shan't waste my saturaday away again sighh..

2005-07-01T08:18:00.000-07:00

red cross todae was good, except for recre which was quite screwed up hah but i guess that's coz we didn't hv sufficient time and xuewen's game was qutie complicated to explain heh didn't noe how cara's game went heh..think they got pissed at us becasue of the new rules, like everyone's really not smiling at all, and i want to clarify that we really mean it when we praise them during debiref , as in hah i'm sort of impressed by the sec threes. when we were sec threes we never succeeded in oding red cross cheers , but they managed to do so continuopusly lah! and liek sec twos, i think they have to work hard..they have too many unenthu pple..but they really improved todae haha esp the attendance althou i noe they didn't cum willingly..sec ones are quite disciplined! as in seriously..i think jia and charlene trained them well..can tell that they will especailly make an effort to lock their arms etc..i noe i didn't express myeself clearly when i was sort of praising them , but i totally mean it although i really duno how to phrase it coz everyoen look like they are in a bad mood. regretted doign another thing todae and that is to shout at the sec threes during footdrill at the part aft they had water break. really really sorry..coz i guess i've been focusing too much on the fact that we are a unifrom group and needs top notch discipline and forgets that what makes red cross enjoyable or make us bonded together is that element of fun present in our meeting. but i'm proud of them for pt..really really..they ran together pack tight and cheered nonstop without casualties as in liek the v. tired den fll otu theat kin, and when peiwen fell down its like everyone cared for her and everything..todae was really really good. everyone matured. my first aid lesson was nice! haha they nderstand my instructions! haha and i'm relaly sorry to cara jodie and gloria coz i kept forgetting to tell themt he bandage they have to do, BUT i hereby declare that i nv cheat for my group kae! haha its was a totally fair game hah =D yayy! SECONDARY THREE FASHION SHOW 2005. group c won! hahah...hopefully they are exposed to fa todae coz i feel liek i've nv really ahd a proper good lesson with them b4..footdrill todae was funn haha i feel v. lost at footdrill. haha sorry to sue lin and the sec thress coz i think at oen point we cldn't relly hear her commanding coz we were toking and coz we forgot some of our footdirll already haha but huangzi , cara and jodie's beloking not bad!( under me , steph and karen's training hee heh) heh and huangzi gets excited when she sees obstructions hahhaha...after meeting we went to guides campfire! ahha its was liek so so at first , coz the other school guys kept on cheering when the mcs are speakign so liek an't ehar them , and we kind of only hv one programme sheet to share btwn like 15 of us? duno some of the songs haha but i got high after we sang a whole new world, as in it was relly touching and sad, cz we were singing together in a cirscle at our loudest lookin at each other, mrs mao was there too! ahha den they sang if we hold on together which i took damn long to realise the song title heh yupps, ahah den after the whole cmapfrie ends we went to canteen and yam seng ahah ...red cross unity..tok abt oru last meeting on our way home, oh and i really liek this song called that's hwat friends are for..:D its a nice song fro us to sing..keep shining, keep smiling, only you can always count on me, for sure, that's what friends are for, for good times, for bad times, i'll be by ur side forever more..that's what friends are for...

2005-06-30T06:24:00.000-07:00

passing out ceremony: 8th august.

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2005-06-26T08:20:00.000-07:00

yayy i got another pet..purple hammie..ciouln't think of a nice name for it haha this will do. it exercises! heh green moss eats and purple hammie excerises =p

2005-06-26T06:25:00.000-07:00

ryl:heh i duno~not supposed to go out anymore aft june hols..but there's so amny movies that i wan to watch..eeks can it be nex yr or sth? hah when ur as finsih and when my os finish..
shifan: oh go feed green moss bread! it likes bread!
cara: haha okae..will change later, currently cna access ur blog by clicking e link on ur previous blog..
gie: dun undertand wad u saying haha haha but i roughly get wa it means..
my tv show is on!

2005-06-25T01:21:00.000-07:00

i htink i have matured through camp, not the full stage of mature but it feels like i have just taken another step up in life. this maturationc ame too late. we only have four meetings left before poc, four years ago we were innocence sec ones, three years ago, we were the cute sec twos, two years ago we were the bonded sec theres and now we are the busy ncos..four years of red cross, wonder if i'll ever forget it. just last year we ahve poc where i was announced to be the vice chair..that was my shock and denial stage..until yesterday, i wun say i haave reached the realisation stage. i'm still thinking about feep.i'm really can't stop thinking about it. i feel guilt. real guilt when i saw how cara was so shocked and hurt by us. how suelin cried and curled herself up in the toilet, how xuewen, huangzi was shcoked and kept quiet, how huizyi seems to understand everythign we are doing for them, we went this far, three years of red cross with them. and we're leaving. our red cross family have to break up soon. 41 days to poc.

2005-06-24T06:15:00.000-07:00

drained, emotionally and mentally.day one of camp was alright. gloria didn't report late in the morning..thier standard drop again as compared to march camp, that element of preservance is not there. arms not locked, not 180 degree straight up. had journey of knowledge which was pretty messsed up coz of the time allowance, we ahd to travel form liek one end of orchad to another in like 5 mins, my group already ran like mad, i can honestly say that they do try thier best, we ran form location to location instead of strolliong all the time..thou bieng a travelling marcshal really tires me out,heh my fitness level is just not there..day 2, had campfire which was screwed but not really, we hceered the red cross cheer as loud as we could! it was fun actually =) had fright nite durign the midnite, me and drea were angel and devil heh den we go around scaring pple , like suddenly scream or sth. the game finihsed at ard 12 sth, me angie and minqi slept only at slightly after 3 am, trying to discuss about FEEP, were back to square one many many times as we tried to discover ways to make it less serious. however, little did we noe, they cried during debrief..and it wsa just, heart breaking to hear what she said to us, to hear her cry, to see how they ignored us, it h urts. but we decided to stick to our decision and went to tok to them..was really scared and could tell that we're all trying to let them understand our true intentions, true that there are sum loopholes here and thre but pls pls understand wad we are tryign to do. once again, my farnie stories came to use coz it lightens everyone's mood whcih was really good. we amnaged to tok to them and i guess they are on the stage of realising why we did something that caused them so much emotional hurt. i'm still affected by it, thought about this the whole time on the bus back home. usually, given the fact that i only slept 2 and a half hrs i owld hv slept in the bus already..somehow i feel that thsi has deepen our relationship with them, i feel really proud of them, seeing so many of them so much taller than me,pple showing true and genuine concern for their own level mates, i believe that they will make a good batch of ncos,leading our unit up from where we left it.

2005-06-17T22:08:00.000-07:00

aching all over haha ent east coast park yesterday with angie and shifan to cycle..fell down four times haha..sounds stupid..bus 36 goes to east coast there! haha..that's awad i learn yesterday..met shifan at sum ntuc place den when we were walkign down the stairs of underpass i slipped and fell down the stairs den i stop , angie scream and i fell even more hahah so that's considered two times haha walked pass this sign that says BIRD SANCTUARY LONG GRASS AREA haha corny coz that land was sort of barren..cycled al msot nonstop for two hours..haha and i tried to make a complete turn! heh and i succeeded twice! haha mostly failed coz i dun dare and turned into the walkway twice haha..heh, met dawn and xiao jun while cycling dne suddenly stop and shout their names haha den angie langa behind me and we both fell down , heh i sustained a bruise..angie langa twice into guys haha..went to food court at parkway parade to eat heh..i switch shifan's green tea with lemon tea! hahaha...i sustained a big bump on my left ankle and a bruise on my right thigh and butt ache, hah both of my legs went weak whiel i was watchin tv hah,,angie has a bleeding toe and aches haha..den went home to watch my tv! heh my mum was rushign mye hoem coz my family's waiting for me to watch disc 13 ..heh yesterday shall be my last day of fun...foo...hv to start studying..you also arh! haha

2005-06-14T05:34:00.000-07:00

june holidays

seriously, besides the fact that i dun hv to wake up at 6.05 in the morning everyday to go to school, i dun see what's the difference between sschool days and holidays...been goign bvack to school everyday and fianlly when thursday's workshop is cancelled i have sfa..helping huimin and sweegeok teach the sec twos..arhhh i wan rest..first two weeks have chem, bio, amaths, emaths lecture..den have chem lessons den have english workshop which i attended every single one though i badly wanted to pon summary riting todae...slept at ard 2.30 am last nite, was liek totally falling asleep a thte lecture and trix offered to help me copy my notes, rote crap inside..was suddenly riting sum usa thingy..haha duno wad does it hv to do with eng..heh but i decided to be guai and accompany clara..jia was amazed by herself haha coz she came back for lesson oso ahha..had mass dance todae! was v. fun haha..at first when jodie hven't come yet, me karen, liwen, jia, steph were playing bridge..its liek two bridge game after standardising every verse ahhha...was very farnie, jia always ended up beign the aprtner of the highest bidder ahha den when jodie come , we standardise abt one verse and played snap! haha i luf till my stomach pain..haha coz we're supposd to snap when ever the number is oen up or one down..its liek let say jia is the first one to put down her card and her card says king, since she;s the first one so she say oen and we all hv to snap coz king is one down from one..hah can understanad? haha we 'bullied' jodie at the end coz she has the most amount of cards..oake she has all the cards except for one which is with jia haha den we saw what was jia's card and told jodie to put her card first, den jia put hers, coz we knew htat we have to snap when jia put her card so everyoen snap except for jodie haha..tata and our game ended with jodie hving all the cards ahha..haha..sort of told jia todae that i miss mass dance practices where we always lissten to her crap songs haha..oh my hse has a lot of dvds suddenly heh got matrix! haha i nv watch b4..and i wan to watch...:( and i watch eye10! ..okae i died halfway...although it was totally nto scary, and was gettinga bit borign but i dun liek suspense in horror movie..u duno wad will cum out next..haha..i think i was scared of horror shows when i watched this show called my date with a vampire..those vampires have blood streaks cumin down form thier eyes! and bags of humans hanigng down..gross...i always remember that scene...haha..i can only wait till after o levels to watch all my jap/korean dramas, movies , chinese dramas..june is the last month to entertain myself! haha..

2005-06-10T21:30:00.000-07:00

whole blog under reconstruction till os finish :)

2005-06-10T20:45:00.000-07:00

look at my green moss!!!!!!!!! yayy! i got it in my blog and i just discovered that it QUACKED! just click on it! go try..wheeeee...haha...i almost died when i heard it quack coz my speaker was dmn loud haha and its head follows r mouse =D

2005-06-08T20:08:00.000-07:00

Ci Niao F.I.R.

ye xu jiu shi yao deng
yi bai ge shi ji
wo men cai neng gou fa xian
zhen ai de mei li
long she lan de hua duo
bu dai biao xun li
xuan ze ran shao le zi ji
jiang zhen ai yan xu
jiu xiang ci niao de su ming
bei ju que yong gan
yong sheng ming huan jie ju de can nan
tian shang de feng
bei shei tui kai
wen nuan de shou
shi ni de ai
wo hai zai deng dai
deng dai ni de ai
zhen shi hu han
tian knog qing lang
xin qing hen la
jin wo de shou
jue bu song kai
zen ma bu hui lai
zen ma bu hui lai
ci niao hu huan
( repeat )
tian kong qing lang
xin qing hen la
jin wo de shou
jue bu song kai
wo chuan yue shang hai
zui mei de da an
shi ni de ai

http://lyrics.robby.haryan.to/song.php?id=2824

2005-06-08T19:55:00.000-07:00

YO! haha high spirits todae, i'm actually hoem at this time! haha its 10.55 now =D rarely can i be home so early haha you ai de li liang! ahha a song that i'm listening to ..haha fir..=D haha the tag is corny haha typical ryl =p had chem lesson todae and i did my homework =) so guai rite? ahah okae lah actually only abt 70% of it of which abt 45% is wrong haha..i'm bored now..nobody's at home..want to et maggi but my mum already cooked and left the food on the table b4 she go out..will kill me if she find out that i ate maggi :( yawns..what shall i do now..

2005-06-06T05:42:00.000-07:00

20 minutes b4 my police show haha lately when i watch the show my first reaction will be haha clara's watching too..its goign to end soon! haha..i bai bai todae as in the hse kidn which is sth that i rarely do and my mum say the joss sticks burn till v. nice and i went to see..realli noe its like usually when one part of hte joss stick burn out it will drop but mine maintained there for abt 3-4 cm or more b4 dropping..damn nice even the outside one oso just that oen of the stick was against the metal thingy so it was smuffed out..but well wonder if its a sign..perhaps its telling me to calm down? feel this strong sense of hatred surling within me lately, can't seem to control it. but i'll do all i can to keep it within me. yah watch out. had mood swings todae..hannah and trix dragged me to seoul garden today..dun like! the food not nice one..only the ice lemon tea taste nice..it was dman good haha..den all of a sudden aft lunch i went into bad mood and cldn't comment on anyhtign..its those kidn whereby u smile and turn away when instead pple expect a lame reply from you..had chinese lecture todae which was actually quite okae..but i quite pity laoshi..i bet this wed v. little pple will turn up for the lecture..her stories are quite nie wad..and i can trell she's tryign to help us with our chang wen suo duan and li jie.. she;s juz a bit weird in her thinking..but its quite interesting sumtimes oso had iop presentation tidae..when my group was presenting i went hysteria at one part abt the ermcee script..sorry duno wad came over me..then aft that i went bad mood. phwew..now i'm in an oake mood feeling tired and sad combined..mabbe coz of the song i'm hearing. its called ci niao by fir really good! heh the musical instrument is nice...especially at the first line of the first verse... =) where that instrument is really obv..haha anyway i found a nice study place todae =) in orchard so now dun h to go bk ... yayye..my show is cumin on.. hi clara!

never say those two words to me.
i warned you.

2005-06-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

hello! haha hey thanks for 731282816352 5`6231 5241313163 2251411221 6231124151 429141 7331 haha..its nice to noe that someone care.. :) ..been having letures after lectures..sick of returnign to sch everyday...its supposed to be holiday!! :( i'm two days behind my study plan..bleahs haha..should i go to the airport tml? ...sigh..awkward situations..help me decide...is it worth it? sigh. 81 327163 211263 5191 223131 623141.

2005-05-24T08:47:00.000-07:00

'its not our abilities that determines what we are, its our choices.' :D
anw had ptd today..was quite farnie coz mrs lee took very long. my slot as 11am , waited till like 12pm? yea.. my mum was liek how cum ur tach tok so logn one haha and she said she would only tokk for abt 10 min when its our turn haha turn out that she tok more than mrs lee and tok for 30 mins..haha started telling her how i always fell asleep by my bed studyign which is unproductive dahdhadah..apparently i can only qualify for yishun jc now given my current results..i drop from 9 points /12 points to 20 points ..huh. how bad can that get..but yupps..not too late to change..haha..went out to study with dou and gie at ps bk today. let me analyse why we choose bk not kfc

bk
- comfy cushioned seats
-quiet
-- limited choice of food!
--kfc taste nicer :D

kfc
--uncomfortable seats
--noisy
--wide variety of nice food! ( my fav popcorn chicken!)

therefore conclusion is bk is a better studying area than kfc but kfc is a better area for food :p..but when it comes to both studying and eating..heh..we chose bk..coz proiority is studying :(...ps macs is too small,long johns and yoshi and mos oso...no ncie place...:(..

bleahs..school tml...wed tml..the crap day..sigh why can't holidays start now? at leat i can sleep late...

2005-05-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

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2005-05-18T06:02:00.000-07:00

just read ___'s blog..got really affected because suspecting every single sentence she said refered to me. the sensitive me again. suddenly i emphatise her. she hate me for being in her world. i hate her for being in mine too. I felt all the hurt she felt and she felt all the hurt i felt because of each other. am i being too selfish? did i intrude into their circle of friendship? i never belonged there before..since sec one till four all my unhappy thought are due to her. I've never thought a human could actually affect me so much. I always felt that she never cared for my feelings. I tried to care for hers before. but i gave up. why should i if she never spared a thought for my feelings? but she's weird. i'm scared of hurting her. she's the only person i'm scared to talk to and scared about. i'm still affected by her. can't seem to get over it. you should noe i'm talkign about you. rite? i'm sorry if i ever hurt you.the only thing i can do now is to wait and hope.
maybe a miracle will happen.

2005-05-18T03:46:00.000-07:00

long tiem since i blog..can't seem to find the mood everytime..just checked my mail..maymay mm's b'dae cumin soon and gosh she'll be 17..that's what ill be in one yr's time..doesn't 17 sounds old to you? haha but i dun tink i'll feel any older next year..just like sec one sounds mature to me when i was in pri sch haha but now sec ones seems like babies...and they are all so short ahha..why are females short? i wan a 170 cm! but dun tink i can already humph. i'll be lucky if i can reach 165cm haha sort of regret that i didn't spent my time wisely..and now i can't apply for DSA coz of my lousy grades..seeign pple ard me applying makes me feel out..yea but i noe i can't meet the qualifications sighh..oh yar..mrs __ was pissed at us todae.could tell..sigh.tink its our fault coz she can sort of sense a rebellion? is there such a word? she's not a bad person actually...just that pple who de zui chris suffers? hmm just like pple hu de zui ___ sigh. scary..yupps majority passed the oac tests haha congrats...( yayy :) all ncos passed) haha..the power of our level ..and we got the highest..haha jiaa who died at map reading ahha..oh yar and then the bonding session..hmm i itnk i was qutie bad lah..most of the tiem i'm like doing hwk and not playing ahah but i interacted! ahha and i cheated them abt my rashes and open wound haha ll so gullible..heh...but anyway..didn't feel like ogign into water that day coz i neo once i go into water i'll forget all abt studying..haha..duno if they blamed us thou..but yupps..me jia karen studied till 5 am in the morn heh went to rest at ard 5..karen's supposed to wake me up aft she finsih my qns but co hse duno how to do so she nv wake me up!!! grr..haha but thnaks..i needed the sleep ahah..

giv me more reasons to smile

2005-05-07T03:46:00.000-07:00

went out with gie todae sat at bk from like 10 sth till ard 2? heh den migrate to kfc coz the food there is cheaper hahaha and coz we didn't hv much cash with us..went to study together..there was this couple sitting nex to us at bk duno whether couple is the correct term the girl looks liek pri school lah! the guy is sec 1 or two i tink..he was doing this earth our home workbook ahah only took a glance at it..kepp glancing at them..i mean she's so young lah and i saw her outside ps b4 i came in..yea tink they notice me and gie lookin at em ( coz they kept kiss cuddle?..yea) so they migrate to another seat which is even more stupid coz i could see them perfectly this way hha but angie couldn't..hu ask her dun wan to switch seat with me in the first place hah..haha den nth much happn was wondering why heh dne angie say its beside they are now sitting opposite each other with table blockin so cannot kiss or cuddle ahhahah went home and met jia liwen charlene and pam at the bustop outside the new dobhy ghaut mrt heh..they went sc centre hha to cele char's bdae which is cumin soon haha...goign my grandma hse now..buffet dinner haha for mother's day :)

2005-05-02T01:52:00.000-07:00

Singapore Chinese Girls' school

which secondary school (singapore) should you be in?
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heh..

2005-04-30T21:33:00.000-07:00

shrucks..why are blogs contaminated by both of them..luckily mine isn't.

2005-04-30T07:15:00.000-07:00

went to niece's hse todae aah was really funnie..fake niece that we climbed over her wall ahahh she really believed! any tok to __'s boyfirend over msn ahah i pretend tt i'm this really freaky person who smashed niece's glass figurines etc aah oake its sum really lame stuff lah ahah we thought that he was really dense but he said that he was jsut playing along ...ahha asked him this really thing
me: ' have u ever experience darkness in your life after u met her?'
him: ' no?'
me: ' strange i thought love was blind'
hahahaha oakeoae i'm luffing at my lameness.. hha its really stupid..wd reading this book caleld Rape of Nanking which was really horrifying yea wanted to vry..but neice they all were playing guitar ..u neo ahppy music..which was good coz it really distracts me form the book..yupps...but the book's erally interesting.neice's hse is juz oposite science centre heh which has this whispering wall which is really cool! ahha u stand at one side of the wall and whisper den ur fren at the other side can hear u ahha...okae dne went to my grandmotehr hse where i cried..yea shan't really say y but yupps..hoipefully my cousin keeps ehr promise ...

2005-04-27T09:36:00.000-07:00

it doesn't last..it never does..

2005-04-27T03:57:00.000-07:00

peace.

2005-04-26T08:34:00.000-07:00

i can't handle it when people get mood swings..i get hurt despite knowing that it wasn't intentional..ultra sensitive lately..just like today when gie and dou started saying that i'm insulting their classes by saying that i'm from their class..yea i know that they are just kidding but well..everyone critises my class..i dun like it..at all..and many many things happen..wonder when it will all stopped..more than one month already..i can't help but be sensitive to it..sometimes it might be better to live in a world which doesn't have greenerys..

2005-04-24T01:25:00.000-07:00

You scored as Posion.
Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it.
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67%
Disease
53%
Suffocated
53%
Eaten
47%
Stabbed
33%
Accident
27%
Disappear
20%
Natural Causes
20%
Drowning
7%
Cut Throat
7%

2005-04-24T00:33:00.000-07:00

gie's

this was meant to be posted as a comment on vivian teh's blog but i realised i have to be a blogspot user before i can comment. and i only realised after i finshed typing anything.. and its impossible to fit this into a tagboard.. hah.. so er you may not understand wad im saying unless you read her blog.. hah.. it jumps from thing to thing.. hah..
1stly, gosh i din know its less than 4 mths.. tts damn fast.. ohman.. i'll haf mixed feelings.. as in you know.. haiz.. sec one honeymoon yr? haha not really lah.. i din feel tt tt yr had anything special abt it.. all e yrs no diff 2 me lah.. kae sec4 yes. e rest no.. haha y not ur craze over _ maam in sec2 n _ maam in sec3.. hahah.. :X
drea was involved in e drawing too? whoa.. haha.. lucky we dun haf such juniors.. but i tink its worse. they dun even cum 4 meetings.. call demselves rc members. hurh. haha i tot it was averil maam hu ran out of class? haha n will neva forget tt huili maam din finish teachin us e history of rc.. she stopped at 1980 something den say take a break n din cont the next lesson.. hah..
hah n the camp was june camp.. we din haf march camp tt yr.. coz of sars.. right? hah. "we have no sec3s. we have no sec3s." :X haha n in secone.. :S the bonding session weplanned turned out to haf only the pple hu planned it and like 2 or 3 other pple.. -_- hah.. e chalet stay was in sec2 lah.. rmb we wanted to conc on practicing our dance there? haha.. so cool.. we actually had a chalet.. haha.. but wasnt very nice coz - haha.. yes and minqi got pissed wif us for not going out to help them carry some stuff.. food? coz we wanted to stay behind to finish the names banner which was meant to be a surprise so we din gif any reasons for not going.. :X bleah. haha not only princess diaries! were you there to watch the..ninth gate? hahah.. with that eerie grandmother hu only shook on her wheelchair :S haha..
n yah! now they report like being late is nothing. n leaving early is nothing too. hurh. haha yeah man ndp formation!! :) haha the stuffs still in the room, shall look thru it one day to recall everything.. hah.
aiyooo. why you dump my whole entry there! haha sounds so stupid. :X butyah was really really happy when we finally reached the main gate! haha.. n er i thin you got typo about david sir askin u to go male instructors bunk.. its scared or sad.. haha.. hah the night hike was funn! hah.. we shud haf that.. muahaha.
sigh n announcing of committee.. haiz. a big mistake made.. you see the standard dropping? i feel it.. hah..
eh you forgot about the guys in mr postman! haha.. baggy shirt n pants! hahh :S hah our drama.. "when men were still men and women were still women" hah.. hah our song i say a lil prayer for u.. sick of that song lah.. haha.. its alvin! hah.. i like the song we played during the reading of the letter.. hah n the letter itself quite nice oso.. hah.. touching story leh.. hah.. aiyar those pple dunno how to make full use of their time in rc, there problem.. we'll see what happens to them at the end of the yr.. if you pple are reading this, good luck. or shud i say good riddence. hurh.

2005-04-23T18:08:00.000-07:00

juz read dou's blog..gosh..4 months left to poc...no less than four months..four years of red cross and i'm oassing out in less then four months..hah my whole life in sc is mostly made up of red cross...meeting, cny celebrations aft sch, bonding sessions, parties and parties..( sec threes! i wan bonding session haha =) ),first aid duty, camp coures, sdc, projects ndp, formation! gosh i luv that one.., and my level mates..seriously..we are really united..juz feeltaht way esp me angie minqi jane karen siewjing steph shujia liwen charlene pamela huimin andrea kristal clara etc...still remember that in sec one..gosh i'm crying..that stupid song is palying..sec one was totally honeymoon year...me and my stupid craze over ___ma'am..sigh. felt really stupid..cln;'t really rem much except the big scolding that we had in sec one where drea jia they all drew and colour their notes..the ncos waere really furious..some of us cried too..and our foot drill lesson with patricia ma'am where natalie had to keep repeating the berdua bilang command, rck lesson when huili mm pull down the screen and a lizard fell out and she ran out of classroom leavign us behind..june/ march camp where none of the sec threes came cept for two..( i'll kill u all if u all do that to us!)..in sec one me jane minqi sj gie always were the one hu came up with bidning sessions for our level and the whole unit..and our chalet stay in sec three! is it sec three? where we rote all our names and hung it on the balcony..watch porincess diaries together eat bathe sleep in the same house! and where jia stained the bed!!!! ahah i still remember that..when can we hv our next chalet?...but in sec one we were an enthu lot..den sec two when we first became seniors ..remember i was quite sad that we only got ard 9 juniors at that time..( but hey u all grow into such a nice lot of pple =) ) there was once iw as late for meeting..took 963 instead of 960 didn't see properly and haave to take a bus back and reach sch just in time. 8.00..was super pale..v. scared that the ncos will socld..but they were quite ncie abt it when they see me hving a pale face..qutie nice beign pale naturally sometimes =) ..yea..nowadays pple who are late just report as if its nothing...and the best thing of the year..ndp formation..so sad that we can't do it this year..though we were and was looking forward to it..our song never enough! anyone wans that song? i still got it in my com..execute it on national day gosh felt damn proud of red cross then..all our hard work for many many months..more than four i itnk practises aft school everyday during camp and meetigns...wiht our formation stick! its sitll in my pencil box =) they'll be doign it next year..sigh. i wun be in it :( remember that we ewere so good that someone ask ms heng or mrs mao whether its they enage the service of a performign group or sth to perform..in actual fact its our school red cross! i was in squad b.. squad b vivian and squad b angie! along with grace mm stephanie sin wen mm..etc..and our ready steady bom bi bi hahah all the fun times..den me and dou's fa duty workshop where we go to ndp for fa duty..was relaly cool!@ had kfc icecream and pizza for lunch and dinner for every practice at the stadium ahah corny got real sick of kfc at that time..ndp was really tone of the best thign that happened to me..the bondign me and dou hv with our fellow duty pple ahha we were singing the barney song..i luv u u luv me we are happy family..people think that we are just friends actually we are lesbians ahahha and two other versions, on the bus back to hq ahah everyone was like dennggg hahah i luv fa duty workshop =) feels really good to be sent for ndp ahah can really feel the patriotic ness of singaporeans not just red cross..and huda mm taught us the meh meh game ahha..and sec three..the most busy year..with aop projects going on..fa competition and south district camp!

from gie's diary..
neway yah first day of camp.. well.. the main part of it was of course south quest.. hah.. we jus ran and brisked walked as much as we cud.. until my feet was aching so much i cud hardly walk properly.. hah we had a map den candice maam was reading it and she led the way.. and we helped to ask around and look for a like landmark area to help us find the right direction.. den at times sin wen maam wud look at it.. haha but i think candice maam reads the map better.. den we all jus followed.. den at traffic lights we all drink water and rest all we cud while jane and me wud keep pressing the button.. hah.. i think it helps know.. well.. den yah the first one was goreng pisang.. the clue was some pontia___ dunno wad dancing in oil.. haha sinwen maam guessed it.. like i dunno how.. haha.. din even know wad that pontia__ word was.. hah den cant remmber the other foods in order but theres bee hoon the thinest noodle.. theres katong laksa the noodle eaten with spoon.. theres dumpling the food thats thrown into the sea to prevent wadever from eating wadever.. theres ang ku kueh the peranakan cake.. haha iguessed that! felt great.. haha coz at least i contributed.. and we were counting the fishes.. haha still remember theres 562 fishes.. that was one of the bonuses lah.. den other bonuses are count the number o coconut trees.. the number of cakes.. the number of stalls.. and yah got other food like paper prata though i haf no idea wad.. haha wanna try.. that one oso sin wen maam guess one.. got satay too but dunno wad th clue was.. yah.. there were eleven stations lah.. we were very fast at the beginning.. took an hour to finish 5 stops i think.. so we thought like it was possible to finish in 2 hours.. haha but we didnt lah.. took 4 hr something in the end.. slowed down alot alot alot at the end.. but we caught up wif many schs.. liek those that left earlier than us esp.. well, but yah our marshel huda maam was very encouragin she kept up wif us and even went faster than us sumtimes so we wud push oursleves.. and yah haha but she slowed us abit.. like she take time to take out the clues all that.. haha but its abit only lah.. yeah then oh candice maam cud ahrdly go on when we were about to reach.. she had to stop and was leaning against the wall of this hse.. like feeling very drowsy gonna vomit look.. yah.. poor thing.. but yah she still made it.. yeah we all did.. haha.. was so so happy when we reached the main gate.. i cudnt help laughing to myself.. haha.. ohman. really like hours of walking and running and non stop efforts abnd finally we reached. haha.. really glad..but when we reached the canteen there were already 4 schs there i thnk.. i know there was ri and rgs.. the other schs i dunno.. but vivian said she heard ri saying that they came 20 mins faster than us.. well.. and they left the same time as us lor.. well.. in the end we lost to them.. haiz.. i think we cud haf beaten them if we did the first few clues.. coz huda maam said that as long as we made an effort to count, she gif us the points.. ahhhh.. butwe were slower i guess.. haiz.. girls against boys.. guys win lah.. and oh did i say? haha ri was first.. we are second and rg third.. and they say its the first time in scrcy history that we got second!!! haha oh man.. damn cool know! and i was part of it.. :) :D:D:D:D but the atmosphere wasnt there when they announced.. i mean, i felt the happiness in me.. but there wasnt any around.. no cheering jus clapping.. and there were only 4 of us.. coz jane went back for i dunno wad reason.. and yah somemore we were sitted in our grps so we were all separated.. well.. so diff from talentime finals... but still.. its an achievenment.. :D

winning secodn for south quest is dman cool considering taht we hv never got into top three for so many years and the best part is that we beat rgs ! =) had camp fire durign sdc campo oso..was really fun ..u all should go! dne we had night hike where we hike from like 1 am to ard four am...ahah i was a casualy for the midnight firedirll.was so sad when david sir whispered for me to cum to the male instructor's bank at 11.30 at night i was like ' dengssss' ...i eman wun u think the way that i'm thinking..although its quite ridiculous cum to think of it ahahha and he told me not to tell anyowe summore..but i hec and went to tell sinwen mm ahah she was quite okae abt it..suspected that it was a firedrill ahha..yea den i was hidden among this pile of chairs in the multi purpose hall...ahha d\they found me..gave me the rong treatment and borught me down was like cradle carried past angie ahahha damn farnie and they were liek rushign out to the fa base..kaes...fa com! ahha we work hard for it..and we got second! not vv. good but it wasn't bad..haha practising really ahrd for it..haha when when gloria and huizyi come under me and huimin we won second too..hopefully they can beat rgs nex yr..,muhahaha oops hahahah den came poc where our committee was announced..yea..i knew i was the \vice chair when minqi was the secretary..but i juz cldn't believe..sat there in shock..i mean liek me? a vie chair..haha my level mates hven't even thought of that let alone me..yea and me and angie shut ourselves in the toilet and cry for ages...duno why oso ..rem eunice mm told me that when she was vice chair she cried and cried but duno why oso..was really a great deal of stress..what if we can't handle the unit well?..talenitmes! haha talentimes are almost the best thing that can happen to u in red cross..besides this yr when we lost to rg only because of diversity..our dances were so so good! we clinch 1st and 2nd cann..hha =) everyone got really untied and stuff through it ..i eman liek all the hard work we ut throughout our nov and dec holidays..really paid of! whenever we won .. there are other sch rc units who commented this yr that thye saw the great effort that we hv put in...in sec oen we had mr postman! ahah song chosen form jane's cd ahha was damn lame..our costuem was sum sort of hang ten sleeveless and spag and a skirt the jean skirt kind ahha..took a lto of steps form our class dance..den our drama was rumplestilkskins! ahha with sandra as the princess and steph as the bad globin ahah ana pamela as the kign! ahah made our back drop with a hole and was pushing shredded paper and gold bars through the hole haha coz rumpolestilksins had to spin the hay itno gold ahha dman farnie! jane was i\our drama i/c den haha itnk..as for song..wad did we sing arh,,,sargh. ir eally cannot remember..someone enlighten me! oh! we cancelled our sogn item ahah its teh i say a little prayer for u ahah it was coz pamela told mr mao tt we not ready yet so mrs mao made us cancel =( haha..den sec two..we had elvin and eileeen!!!! ahah jane and liwen who acted out a love story ahahha..our osng was the i toss and turn in bed can't get u out of my head ahahha..rem that we came out iwth the atiosn last minute..and our damnce! we work hard on that but din't focus as much on standardisation as this year but it was so much better tha mr postman..aha we wore togas and this sleeveless top which we went out to bugis and buy together! and our black pants! and this year'st alentime where we for once got in all our items! ahah we work erally really ahrd..esp for the dances..had countless practice which really help and we performed durign chinese new year ! which pple say was rally good..ahah talentime helps in obonding alot..i remembered that i was so touched when grace tan cried when we lost our shield. as in she doesn't liek red cross and she cried for it..and she was half considering not to quite red cross..tt's y i wanted rachel and natalie to cum for talentiem..but they didn't..ohw ell..everyoen cried well almost..when rg won the shield..me jane jia we were sort of sitting together and were liek tremblign as they annoucne the results..soem of us were half cryign out of anxiety...really tense wiating for the results to come out..can u imagine? two months of hard owrk and ur results is cumign out..and when it comes out and we lost..not just that we lsot,.we lsot only because we din't hv a sogn item which is totally unfair!..den jus cried and cried int eh chairs whereas everyone left the thetre..shouted the sc cheer dman loudly using it to show our unitedness and ventign our anger and disappointment..

from my old blog

stupid blogspot doesn't work shall update here first..i can't believe it we lost the challenge shield to rgs...yar basically everyone juz stone there when the results are announced and juz started crying. we were the last sch left sitting ont eh seats not moving and juz kept crying and crying...i eman we work so damn damn hard liek until practiclaly the whole school know abt our talentiem and some teachers even gacve su some allowance to our sch work due to it..stayed till 6 plus everyday andwhat do we get for retrn? thought we had a high chance when we won first and second for dance i mean its so so damn cool tt we won first and second out of i tink abnt six sch we weren';t dun even dare to think abt winning that and it came true drama got third which is gd enuf i was feelign so so proud when i went up to receive the medal thing for lvl dance. rg won first second and third too but they gave the shield to them coz they had a song item in..when up the bus with everyone board ne bus and props and exncos in another bus...juz kept cryign and crying in the bus .mrs mao had to make it worser by saying that we have worked hard and tt hq man dahdahdah juz simply made it worse for us..unloaded all the props and stuff when we reached the school tok to everyone again in the amphi..told the sec twos and threes to win the shield back for us and to work hard for footdrill com somehow or other everyone jzu started crying again...went to swensons one the bus journey ri and cedar msg us and say tt our items were good and they luv them ( cedar) nad that they noe tt we have work very hard ( ri) hah! most schs still prefer us to rgs...they can go andkiss the challenge shield for all they want and we'll win back the talentime trophy again.

the best in redcross was my level..allt he tiems we share together with our special places liek srene macs and ps's special corner ahah it stinks there ahahha the tiems we went out together to buy stuff for camp, aop where me angie and jia walk almot the whoel of orchard to test out amazing race! until our foot really hurts haah thsoe logn hours of aprties that we spent at karen's house and sinwen mm's hse! the quarrels adn fun that we all shared together...through competitions, talentime,hq events, sports day, camps...and our level song! the gatsy song! ' if u happy and u noe u clap ur hair! ' haha our ' c is for cookie its good enogh for me' ahh and our irrepressibly metamorphasized website! with all our pictures and sogns and discussions board! ahah there was once in serence macs where we went cray aft we ate and started to stack all our curry together , fold the use and unsued tissues together, stack the dirnks together, straws laid nicely, fold the burger papers ahha was really neat in one tray ahahah..anyway back to the fact tha poc is cuming soon..yea..i admit mabbethe startign of the year when we took over things weren't quite good..but now its really better and i can see thieir discipline improving..just hthat it hasn't reach our standards yet..quote form what suelin said in her reports ' i understand how hard it is to get us, lazy pple, to sit up straight, to not drag while walking, marching, or even running. Also to instill discipline and a sense of urgency to every cadet. We should recognise their effort and not call up the school to complain all the tiem'..and read all the quotoes that the cadets say! even huangzi!' It doesn't amtter whether you have won or not, but rather that you ahve tried your best and it is allthat matters' gosh haha was just tellign angie yesterday during fa duty...i always feel v. happy whenever i ehar huangzi speack more than one sentence! as in really! haha rarely hear her voice..haha..yupps..can tell that the sec threes are maturing base on their reports and the sec twos sitll couldn't undestnd why we did soem things..btu i guess its understandable...hopefully they will all improive before poc and my aim is to groom my sec threes itno top fa aiders ! =) btw..during fa duty yesterday,felt really proud of our school ahahha can see the difference..yupps! =) its sort of liek seeign ur hard work at improvign ourselves adn the cadets paying off.. =) =) ahhaha kaes..

2005-04-23T09:52:00.000-07:00

read some of the juniprs's blogs..can tell that they are v. disappointed with the fri thing..startign to feel sad..instead of pissed..why are they liddat? disappointing everyoen in the unit..the sevc threes the ncos mabbe the sec oens and even the sec twos..i've tolerated long enough for her disrespect to us and her own level mates...shan't say anymroe..wad else can i say besides i'm thoroughly disappointed.

2005-04-23T08:20:00.000-07:00

just came back form first aid duty...reallydrained out heh but it was quite funn..all the experiences heh..there was this guy who had this high temperature..guess it was v. bad coz he couldn't look up and open his eyes so we were liek sponging his back and takign his temperature etc..haha a lot to be learnt..anyway..met suelin and huizyoi for lunch yea i was late haha was meeting karen den i fake them that i'll be late for another half hour hahah oake up to one of my tricks again..den teased about suelin's obbession with huizyi etc den went to change and went to hq..sort of felt cheated..there are liek only 13 people lor..thought its like 30 over etc..haha..den was quite fun lah..ahah me angie suelin and huizyi and this girl from st marg's same good..stretcher squad one but afterthat we cahgne to becum stretcher squad 2 heh ..our hq was sarah ma'am and yong hock sir..they sort of told us sum stuff abt the npcc pple like there was this guy who always scrunches his face ahah the GOH ahahah..angie say she say him did that haha but sadly i sisn't see yupps den we stood still for v. long =) yupps went back to the coffee corner for debrief found otu sums tuff abt cheryl..shan't say here..den it turns out that alvin sir and nicky sir remembered that we sang the barney song on the bus that time wehn we went for ndp duty..haha..then there are nice pple there..form st margs and tkss..yupps..got back to hq at ard 8 sth yea changed and i realise that i lost my sch shoes ahha went ps to eat yoshi =) den ereceived a msg by our i/c of today tt i lef tmy boots in hq..=( it was where we left our bags at first sigh..thought i left it at ps...haha dun regret going for todae's =0

2005-04-16T03:47:00.000-07:00

i'm moving back to my old diaryland blog..yupps..can still leave a msg for me in the tagboard if u wan coz the tagboard here and at my old blog is the same..

2005-04-16T03:43:00.000-07:00

its nice to noe that someone care about me =) i'm on the road to recovery..its juz that i'll never reach the end of the road.

2005-04-12T04:46:00.000-07:00

oh my goshh...there's scores and scores of lightning at my hse there ...damn scary liek falshes and falshes..nv see so many flashy oens b4...ARHHH it juz ba boomed..sigh sad that i;m not in an angry mood now ..otherwise i can appreciate nature more...den i can scold and curse together with thunder...heh enjoy the beauty of nature..ms belle tan taught us one..now my fav song is actually fir's wo men de ai..not exactly fav song but it fits my feelings well.. :( listenign to it now..its called pour love we had in eng..yea i had the lyrics somewhere in my entries..anyway..mrs qwek was nice yesterday! she let us sleep in class haha last 15 min..oh the pretect on wanting us to recap wad she has juz taught us ..duno wad happen oso my whole class was liek damn tired the whole day...ecverybody was super restless...( gosh the lighning are sitll flashing) napfa tml * pullface* kaes electro chem...

2005-04-10T02:03:00.000-07:00

heh i'm juz back from a adventure..stupid angie haha...was out with gie abt 3 hrs ago? yea..went with her in search oh ahem's hse haha..i shan't mention hu haha firstly we dropped at the wrong stop den we tokt he bus again and realise that we drop two stops too late so we walked back again den walk and walk and walk got stuck at this place yea den a nice driver saw thsat we were lookin lost and offered to help us haha..den we caught this cab which took us to her hse..so tiring haha..anyway her parents were quite nice ahah drove us back to bustop...yea and stupid gie..i was supposed to study ..humph. now i'm bakc home but blogging sigh..oh yar hv lit lesson tml they wan ot video my grp presenting for the lit conference yucks..i'm ogna look horrible on video..hpope jia wun perform one of her yawns again hahaha..

2005-04-09T21:50:00.000-07:00

whoo! i luv feste the priest the old security guard and sir toby!!!!!!!!! ahahhaha they are so so cute feste look so much like the gatsby person but no one thinks the same :( took photos of dbs art centre with my camera phone heh memories..
kaes..

2005-04-08T21:41:00.000-07:00

whee whoo i'm going to watch twelfth night at DBS art centre ( sounds familar? :/ )with niece huey hien hannah trix julianne steph? ahha and etc etc etc...might meet more sc lit girls down there! too bad jia's not goign haha..can't wait ..hmm iz jane going? and sandra we are the only four lit girls in scrcy nco level so smart rite? ahahhaoakes i'm supposed to study..study study study..yea.

2005-04-08T09:10:00.000-07:00

Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

heh found this on an emails ent by joanne..anyway...yupps promo's todae haha..was qutie fun juz that schedules were messed up ehre and there coz they reported late...yupps the day went on peacefully till bersrai which was dman farnie. its liek they fall in at the pri sch courtyard den the man started fogging the place den all of us ran to the secondary school courtyard and fall in and they were all in diam hwile their i/c greet den the man came into sec sourtyard and started fogging again so all of us ran into the canteen haha which was dman farnie..yupps den we were all dismissed from the canteen..and then there was as quoted from cara's nick ' the case of the missing huangzi' haha received a call from drea while i accompany my mom to seee the doctor , turned out that huangzi hasn't return home yet..and her mum was worried..so i hurry called angie and we started calling up the sec 3s and 2s haha both of us got quite scared coz i mean its liek nighttiem noe yupps gie cried haha..and i started thinking abt oh no wad if huangzi's really gone and started thinking all abt her good stuff haha..den yupps aft a few frantic phone calls gie called her muma gian and her mum said that she 's hving tuition..like diaos! hahah damn farnie oakes...yupps..marking the fa promo papers haha..going off soon my bro wans the com :(

never be the same again.

2005-04-07T09:53:00.000-07:00

Come on. ooh, yeah.
Never be the same again.

I call you up whenever things go wrong.
You’re always there. you are my shoulder to cry on.
I can’t believe it took me quite so long.
To take the forbidden step.
Is this something that I might regret?

(come on, come on)
Nothing ventured nothing gained.
(you are the one)
A lonely heart that can’t be tamed.
(come on, come on)
I’m hoping that you feel the same.
This is something that I can’t forget.

I thought that we would just be friends.
Things will never be the same again.
It’s just the beginning it’s not the end.
Things will never be the same again.
It’s not a secret anymore.
Now we’ve opened up the door.
Starting tonight and from now on.
We’ll never, never be the same again.
Never be the same again.

Now I know that we were close before.
I’m glad I realised I need you so much more.
And I don’t care what everyone will say.
It’s about you and me.
And we’ll never be the same again.

I thought that we would just be friends (oh yeah).
Things will never be the same again. (never be the same again)
It’s just the beginning it’s not the end. (we’ve only just begun)
Things will never be the same again.
It’s not a secret anymore.
Now we’ve opened up the door. (opened up the door)
Starting tonight and from now on.
We’ll never, never be the same again.
Never be the same again.

Nite and day.
Black beach sand to red clay.
The us to uk, nyc to la.
From sidewalks to highways.
See it’ll never be the same again.
What I’m sayin’
My mind frame never changed ’til you came rearranged.

But sometimes it seems completely forbidden.
To discover those feelings that we kept so well hidden.
Where there’s no competition.
And you render my condition.
Though improbable it’s not impossible.
For a love that could be unstoppable.

But wait.
A fine line’s between fate and destiny.
Do you believe in the things that were just meant to be?
When you tell me the stories of your quest for me.
Picturesque is the picture you paint effortlessly.

And as our energies mix and begin to multiply.
Everyday situations, they start to simplify.
So things will never be the same between you and i.
We intertwined our life forces and now we’re unified.

I thought that we would just be friends.
Things will never be the same again.
It’s just the beginning it’s not the end.
Things will never be the same again.
It’s not a secret anymore.
Now we’ve opened up the door.
Starting tonight and from now on.
We’ll never, never be the same again.

(come on, come on)
Things will never be the same again.
(you are the one)
Never be the same again.
It’s not a secret anymore.
We’ll never be the same again.
It’s not a secret anymore.
We’ll never be the same again.
Never be the same again.
Never be the same again.
Never be the same again.
Never be the same again

2005-04-06T03:46:00.000-07:00

the only person that made me smile todae was this sc pri girl that i met at ntuc. saw her waving at me and we were both wearing jackets in unifrom..a mini me :) she was waving to me and smiling so widely..haha..i smiled back at her..:) haha and i realise that i hv a prized possession..whenever i'm feeling sad depressed or hurt so long as i hodl it in my hands it cheers me up. thanks for those stars again ..they help..really..especially when i'm hving mood swings..cheered me up at first april when i was feeling upset over the cadets..one for the state of their unifrom another over the guilt of shouting at them. and several occassions when i was left out like todae , yesterday, yesterday yesterday ..again. yupps. * clutch the stars tight*

cara: you have to talk to angie mm abt this. haha yupps teachers read blog..they admit it okay! that time there was this teacher shan't say hu she read this bad thing abt her in someone's blog den she go and complain to the form teacher of that girl lah. not me haha..
jiaa!: haha okae must inform me when u hv a blog kae..i bet ur blog name will be sth like dididada or lalaleelee.. ahha

2005-04-06T03:41:00.000-07:00

i was hurt when you left me to fend for myself. in the rain. in the thunderstorm yet you pretended nothing happened. its not hard to make a choice. just kindly inform me. pls.

2005-04-04T04:41:00.000-07:00

i dun understand how can sum pple be so rude sometiems...either that or i'm ultra sensitive...but i dun liek to deal with such pple.

2005-04-02T23:25:00.000-08:00

jia: haha...i tink that can be counted inside..ahha the stupid asknlearn thing still doesn't workkk!!!!!!!!!i tink i'm gona finish my hwk first den do chem..oh well..
grace: haha hello
liqin: erm okae..haha not too good to be too approachable
drea: hoa? hahaha..dun say i nv reply u anymore..haha..
syl: haha i said i thought u syl fan? wad i meant is that it hought syl means slyvester mah ahha
nat: yups how did u do for ur class? didn't see
karen: heh i got say overpower sy mehh ahahah

our love we had

2005-04-02T22:44:00.000-08:00

Reminiscing 'bout my blurry childhood
Clouds floating through beautiful blue sky
At that time you said,
"I want to hold your hand;
Taking you with me to end of time."

Afterward I'm scared to look up at the skies
It's like my world has lost their colors
Life after that day
I've forgotten to breathe
Oh my tears no longer here,
Here in my eyes.

Chorus:
Our love we had;
Has gone and won't come back
Until right now; Silently I'm here waiting
Our love we had;
I realized, It's a burden for you
It's forever; It's hard to let go
Of the last warmth...
Your given warmth
Da da da…

Afterward I'm scared to look up at the skies
It's like my world has lost their colors
Life after that day
I've forgotten to breathe
Oh my tears no longer here,
Here in my eyes.

Chorus:
Our love we had;
Has gone and won't come back
Until right now; Silently I'm here waiting
Our love we had;
I realized, It's a burden for you
It's forever; It's hard to let go
Of the last warmth...
Your given warmth

Don't ask me if you still love me
Right now I wish for my own freedom
Far away from the constrain lonesome world
No longer alone
OH….

Chorus:
Our love we had;
Has gone and won't come back
Until right now; Silently I'm here waiting
Our love we had;
I realized, It's a burden for you
It's forever; It's hard to let go
Of the last warmth...
Your given warmth

2005-04-02T22:11:00.000-08:00

thanks jia you never fail to cheer me up...=)

2005-04-02T21:08:00.000-08:00

oh fish...i shall start learning from kristal..its not even her's fault how can u say that of her...

2005-04-01T03:37:00.000-08:00

i'm tired ...and depressed. why isnt anyone here when i need them?

2005-04-01T03:07:00.000-08:00

happy april fools day
to everyone btw

2005-04-01T01:24:00.000-08:00

deleted.

2005-03-29T02:50:00.000-08:00

nothing much to blog about lately..life is bland..bleahss...had chem and emaths test screwed upo both..yea and i failed my bio...basically so far i hv failed my bio and amaths...and one more subject..i cna't remember which..yea wad's going rong with me..is tudied! i swear i did oh well..i'm hungry noww haha juz went to get food from my grandma's hse...famn hot! fcaame back all sweating..heh brought back curry and my fav veggie...actually the only veggie that i like ahah..oh ayr jia cheer leading tml hah not sure if my class will win though..our cheer is damn lame ahah u shall see tml..and my class is like not loud ...oh we;ll mrs lee wasn't happy :( haha..a lot of pple wun wna my class to win heh and i'm the only one in my class that hasn't shred the pom pom! haha sports' day cumin..hope we can at elast clinch a second in the baton relay ahah prefets win every yr...angie's good in running..steph too! hah...den we got clara who's quite good ahha better than angie sometimes..suelin natalie jacqueline etcera etcera haha...and one good news..heh i can ewear class tee tml! hah..angie's class tee is this superman thing ahha its cool and jane's is the different version on i luv newyork ( i luv sy ) hah...kaes i'm really really hungry..shall reply sum tags and head for dinner
jiaa: asshole! hah i used to cum lookin for u everyday in sec three shouting 'ASSHOLE' haha but we 're diff lvl this yr!...ahha and u always shout outside my class ahha

anyway juz a passing thought..am i that approachable? hmm..

rachel and grace : heh which grace are you arh? haha i'm guessing grace teh...erm u noe like members of parliament? they hv parliament sitting where they discuss stuff haha nco meetign is sumwhere there ahhaha.. and rachel! i thought u say u not gona tag in any more rc pple's blog? hahaha
nat: haha..i created new one mah...haha this means u dun hv enuf sources my blog exsisted since the start os this yr lehh ahha and u better run fast for sports day kae? :D hah r u running for ur class?

2005-03-27T07:45:00.000-08:00

analyse deeply talent drawing competition

2005-03-27T06:46:00.000-08:00

cultural intelligence

2005-03-26T06:57:00.000-08:00

i finally cut my hair! haha..not much difference though ahah..shroter and hmm ambbe nice r ahha..kaez..i'm still v. amused over sth..ahaha
sylvia: haha i'm sorry..u seem to dislike slyvester immemsely ahah
shifan: hello! ahha thanks for the stars..haha..are u sure she noes? ahah coz i told her that i live ard 17 sth den she was liek is that near where shifan stays? ahah sth liddat..instinct lah haha..but cool ahah
angie goh : haha..idiot..
jiaaa!!: chey i thought its ur sis tagging my blog..haha sound like her to say hello vivian i'm jia haha wad emaths assignment? u noe the online thigny! i forgot to do it ! haha i'm handign up hard copy..which means workings and stuff :(
rachel : haha u soudn so perverted noe haha..yar she told us abt ehr expoerience wehn she was giving birth oso ahah sth abt the doctor sewing up her opening and the nurses were like commenting on how neat the sewing was ahhaha so corny..erm nco meeting is a meeting with ncos ahah

2005-03-25T02:40:00.000-08:00

i realise that it's actually coz i withdraw myself from everyone oh well but that's not the issue anymroe hmm...eating chicken rice now haha had pizza with gie mq sj krn drea and steph for lunch..yum yum haha..me gie krn and steph ate soem 'desert' when the rest were collectin soup hah the rest didn't even realsie that sum food were gone haha...and we didn't tell them..i'm thinking of getting a haircut real soon..mabbe tml? hah minqi looks cool.. not that i wan to look like her haha she look so pai..hah..oh yar study...shan't watch tv tonite..except the 9 o clock show hah must hurry finish my dinner and bathe den study...whoo..

people

2005-03-24T08:29:00.000-08:00

Some people talk and talk
and never say a thing
Soem people look at you
and birds begin to sing.

SOme people laugh and laugh
and yet u want to cry
Soem people touch your hand
and music fills the sky.

2005-03-24T08:10:00.000-08:00

jiaa!!: my grandfather's clock was too learge for the shelf so it stood ninety yrs on the floor...tick tock tick tock...in the playground in the playground there's a swing and lots of fun..tell me tml? hah yar mrs lee told me class oso...wad is it on arh? cna't rem already...amaths test was ok haha i'm sitll pissed. B2 - 4ac is smaller than 0 and i noe! but i went to put bigger...dammit dammit! -the shujia way-
angie - hah i didn't spend hrs on it..prob only abt 2 hr? juz to study quad functions..did the rest in sch..not bad lah it wasn't too diffficult..sigh..i'm really tired..
syl : hah u noe when i first saw ur tags at like other pple's blog it hought its sum crazy fans of sylvester ahahha...can't really remember why oso..btu it was fun lah though really tiring ...so how was ur om?
rachel: hah u didn't really tell her..which means u let slip a lot of stuff:/ i'm a full lit student..i can infer..gahh...haha..but i managed to trick someone last yr who didn't realise that i'm her angel and ward until reveal day..hah wodner who..- sly grin- hah full lit is nice.. lesser tests and lesser stuff to study..so long as u liek lit u should take it but be careful who u get for history ahhah if u get mrs fifi tan u most probably gona fall asleep for at least 50% of lesson hah..i'm getting her nex term!!! got mrs quek last y..she's ok..got commercial breaks sumtime ahha
ancestor: haha since when i returned ur book..oh yar u jc2 already..hard to believe that time passes so fast...
btw poems deep and dangerous is a ncie book...=)

2005-03-24T08:00:00.000-08:00

there's nco meeting tml...seriously i dread going there..but since when did u see me missing a meeting? i should change already. everyone probably got sick of my face..but i can't do it. changes to my life lately..i feel like i'm a baby..not the postitive way though subjected to people 's pampering when in fact they are not sincere abt it and probably finds it amusing. stuck in the middle which should i choose? both are nice...i cant decide...now i'm just trying to stay neutral defending both side..i fear. some pple are nicer to me nowadays...she's like probably the only one out of all those who seems to care abt me and my feelings. it feels weird..but nice..y the sudden change? watch clara chose the runners and help them to timed..watched footdrill..they improved :) yea next stop is emptiness.

riddles.

2005-03-24T07:59:00.000-08:00

she changed. are you out to fight with me for everything?

2005-03-24T03:14:00.000-08:00

sometimes, its hard to make a decision in life..both parties suffer when u dont but when you do, at least one is bound to be hurt. which is better?

2005-03-21T06:36:00.000-08:00

i solemnly swear that i'l start studyign for the Os when April begins.
hah that will be another oath that wun cum true..sighh... A1s ! Anyway.. did lit essay till 2 am plus..was freaking tired but t hat was like the longest essay i've ever rote in my entire life..i tink .. and if ms sie fails me or borderline pass me again...i'm going to rite the essay that i'm talking to jia todae. the ms sie essay. gahh...tired tired tired..shall finish my chem electroylsis..dammit..i noe only 50% of the qns..
liqin: hello ...
cara: haha its okay..so long as you tried your best...
gloria: haha they admit to all of you or izzit just rumour? hah oh u noe that fadws used to be called fadis? heh our ancesters are shifan mm michelle mm and eunice mm haha
shifan: heh Nudges!! you don't tell me what you get too kae! hah tml's tuesday!